Todays a bit of weird day, a lot is going on, but not with me, however I have been thinking on a lot of different things today, i’ve also done a little bit of worry about certain things………………there’s just so much happening all at once and you think that you’re able to handle everything until you finally realize that you can’t handle everything as much as you thought you could. I’m just hoping for everything to finally have a complete balance this time, everything is just so out of order that no matter how much you try to make sure everything is in it’s right place, eventually it’ll just end up becoming a mess again.

Just a little bit more balance is all that is needed, I just want the ones I care about to be alright and happy you know!? I think that’s what we all want deep down inside, just to have those we care about well and happy, as well as ourselves happy and well too………..it can be a bit overwhelming sometimes though when you’re trying to figure out what it is you want when it comes to life and also trying to keep some sort of balance with everything else.

In those times, you wish that you had multiple versions of yourself so it wouldn’t be so much you know…………but I don’t think anyone’s created a thing where you can have multiple you’s yet, so you end having to kinda try and figure out a different way to create some kind of balance with everything you see as important or that you want to put your focus on. It’s not aways easy, but you have to say to yourself that although, we can’t seem to figure it out now, it doesn’t mean that we won’t eventually and when it comes to trying to balance everything, we won’t always be able to, but we can always try to think of something to where it doesn’t seem like too much.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~