Hey everyone, I hope you all are doing well and you’re having a nice weekend, so………..i’m not really sure what I want to talk about today, I have some stuff on my mind, but I don’t really know how to word any of it and if I did know how to say it, I don’t even know if I want to say it, if any of that makes sense!?

All i’m going to say is, i’m doing a lot of thinking at the moment, however i’m not going to bother talking about it, I don’t want to have it where I feel i’m complaining or putting my emotions or anything like that on to you guys…………..yes there’s things on my mind and yes I might be trying to keep my emotions in and keep myself calm, but I don’t want to bring how my mind is to you guys because it’s a lot and if I were to even try and explain it, it wouldn’t really make much sense………………you ever find it weird how it’s always so hard explaining the way you are when talking to someone else!?

It’s like you know how you are and the way you think and everything, but when it comes to explaining it to someone else, it’s like speaking a whole different language that only you mainly understand and trying to explain it to other people, you find that it’s really difficult you know!?

However, sometimes we also have trouble decoding our own language that is ourselves, it’s a little confusing I know, but hopefully it makes sense in a way though……………….although we feel we should know ourselves inside and out, even we at times have to try and crack the code of the way we are and how we think as well and that can be frustrating, but it doesn’t always have to be, I mean who says we can’t make it fun someway!?

Let’s face it we all love a little mystery, even if it means that mystery is ourselves sometimes……………..

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~