Infinite Night…. (June 12, 2019)

Infinite night, make your way to me and show me the brightness of the moon and all of it’s captivating beauty, uncover and unleash the millions of stars and let them shine their light all across the sky……

Infinite night, why are you so cold!? Don’t you know what warmth feels like!? Warmth is the feeling that many crave and admire

It’s the safeness we feel when in the arms of one that we love dearly and unconditionally, to where you never want to leave…..

I guess maybe you like the cold, it’s no wonder you prefer to be alone.

I hope you don’t mind the times where I join you in the night, I know you might not be much for company, but I hope you don’t mind if I say awhile….

Infinite night, I must say, although the day can be quite nice…

There’s no better company that I find more interesting then you, the moon and the stars, I guess it’s the mystery and the quietness that you carry along with you that I like, it can be quite relaxing when your mind is free to roam.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Feb 10, 2019

Hey everyone, I hope you all are doing well and you’re having a nice weekend, so………..i’m not really sure what I want to talk about today, I have some stuff on my mind, but I don’t really know how to word any of it and if I did know how to say it, I don’t even know if I want to say it, if any of that makes sense!?

All i’m going to say is, i’m doing a lot of thinking at the moment, however i’m not going to bother talking about it, I don’t want to have it where I feel i’m complaining or putting my emotions or anything like that on to you guys…………..yes there’s things on my mind and yes I might be trying to keep my emotions in and keep myself calm, but I don’t want to bring how my mind is to you guys because it’s a lot and if I were to even try and explain it, it wouldn’t really make much sense………………you ever find it weird how it’s always so hard explaining the way you are when talking to someone else!?

It’s like you know how you are and the way you think and everything, but when it comes to explaining it to someone else, it’s like speaking a whole different language that only you mainly understand and trying to explain it to other people, you find that it’s really difficult you know!?

However, sometimes we also have trouble decoding our own language that is ourselves, it’s a little confusing I know, but hopefully it makes sense in a way though……………….although we feel we should know ourselves inside and out, even we at times have to try and crack the code of the way we are and how we think as well and that can be frustrating, but it doesn’t always have to be, I mean who says we can’t make it fun someway!?

Let’s face it we all love a little mystery, even if it means that mystery is ourselves sometimes……………..

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~