I’m not really sure what to feel right now, i’ve been a real mess tonight………still am a bit, I don’t even know what exactly i’m writing at the moment, but i’m just gonna write and just let my fingers do the talking I guess………..half of my night was……….I don’t even know how to tell you how that went, believe it or not. The other half though, weeeell……….that was something else, I still can’t wrap my head around it to be honest, it was just weird and when I say weird I mean really weird, that’s all i’m going to say.

My emotions definitely kicked in tonight though and my emotional state was for two reasons, one i’m not gonna really talk about because I don’t want to talk about it and the second one was because of a surprise visit I wasn’t expecting and it’s probably going to sound really weird when I explain it to you, but just stay with me when I start explain which is now.

Alright soooo, i’m not really sure how to open the story, so i’m just gonna cut to the chase………..I was out for dinner with my mom and brother, we ended up eating at Applebee’s, it took us a bit to get a table, but not too long, anyway i’ll save the long intro, so we sat down and the host that gave us our table told us that our waiter would be sent to us shortly, so we said thanks and started talking and everything, now the next few things that i’m going to explain to you, is the part where I want you to try and stay with me okay, it’s going to get very interesting from here………so back to the story we’re at our table and the waiter shows up and everything, if you’re interested in wondering the name of the waiter, well his name was Paris……

Yes I know what you’re thinking, Paris!? Shouldn’t that be a girls name!? Maybe, but if you really think about it, some guys have the name Ashley and that too is a girls name so………if a guy can be named Ashley, a guy can also be names Paris, but i’m getting away from the story so i’ll just come back to it, the waiter was named Paris, but that’s not the weird part, WHAT IS THE WEIRD PART THOUGH…………….he resembled and had the same personality as one of my best friends who I think I told you about!?

If not well I had a friend by the name Angel and well…….he passed away almost 2 years ago, it’ll be 2 years in August………..but yeah……….anyway I won’t get too sad here, but it was a shock when we found out about it and it was one of the most unexpected things to happen, he was one of the greatest people you’d ever have the pleasure of meeting and being friends with as well, he was goofy, very humble and just a very overall great human being as well as a one of a kind friend to have, i’m getting off track so back to the waiter………..

Yeah everything from his demeanor, personality, laugh, just everything was like Angel, it was the weirdest thing, I didn’t even know how to process what was happening, call me crazy, but that was no coincidence at all, I don’t feel like that was just random, I felt like he was trying to be there for me in someway and that might not make sense, but I feel like that happening, him bringing over a waiter that resembled him so well and everything, I feel like that was his way of saying he was around…………

I’m still unable to really comprehend it, because my nights been a little all over the place, but all I was able to say was “That’s weird” I just kept saying that the whole night, it was that……….I don’t know how to say it…………..but his presence called out so much that my brother had asked him a question about whether he was into wrestling, because my friend Angel was, he said he wasn’t, but someone he knew was, he then asked if he looked like one and we told him no, but that he reminded us of my friend Angel and we even showed him a picture of him and he even said that he could see it and that just from the photo he could feel his energy which is insane……..

He even apologized thinking he made things awkward, but he didn’t it was just crazy how the waiter just had the same presence as him. He also thanked us and said that it meant a lot that we saw him that way and that he’s glad that he was able to make the night better for us……………it was one heck of a night last night though, although I was super emotional, i’m glad that I was able to take a moment like that with me, i’m going to remember that encounter for a very long time………….not that you’d read this Ang, but thanks, it was nice running into you again, i’m gonna believe that was you tonight (well more like last night now since it’s almost 1am) thanks for being there, we love and miss you very much, we always do. I hope you’re happy and doing well…………..wherever you are…………….

P.S. That encounter was so weird and crazy I called my friend Sam when I got home and told her about it and even she said that was weird…………

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~