Weird Moments Am I Right!?

So it’s about 9 o clock at night right now, it just turned 9, well a little while ago anyway…….it’s around 9:15…..okay looked up at the time it’s around 9:16 now as i’m writing this, obviously the time will change the more I continue to write…..it just did, but let’s stop talking about the time yeah…….okay let’s get this out the way, I know you’re probably pretty confused right now, but don’t worry so am I…….I watched one video…….alright maybe a few more than one and all of sudden, i’m full of all this weird energy, now when I say weird I just mean a whole lot of randomness is happening with me

Can’t explain it, you know sometimes you just happen to come across some randomness and it just stick with you from their on, now i’m not complaining about it, I just needed to share it in some form, cause sometimes, most time, when we’re having weird not making sense moments who knows the kind of randomness we’ll get or what kind of randomness we’ll get……this is an example, you don’t know if you’re making sense half the time, but maybe that’s alright…….why question it, when you can just easily let it occur, it’s not harming us so why think otherwise on it!?

We should express it how we feel it in the moment, so yes sure some of us have conversations here and there to ourselves (some of us all the time) and maybe we turn some of what we say into a random song for no apparent reason, because it’s just what we’re feeling in the moment I guess, there’s nothing wrong with that, sometimes we need to do those things,

So we not only keep sane, but we also know that we don’t have to be serious all the time…….having random moments like that can really change how we may feel and those moments can help us to feel better and make us laugh at the same time because they’re so unexpected, sure we may ask ourselves what the heck is wrong with us through it and not really understand what’s going on when those unexpected burst of random weird energy happens…..

but maybe it’s for the best, maybe we’re suppose to not know what the heck is going on……by just letting it happen and going with it, we enjoy it more and embrace it, which is probably something we should do a little more often, so if you are having a weird moment, where you’re finding yourself doing all these random things, let it be where it’s at for that moment……

and don’t question the length to it, just let it have it’s moment…….*she says realizing just how long this post has become*………i’m cool, no worries 🙂 You guys have a good night and embrace your weird moments, because although they are unexpected……they’re also the best!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Let’s Talk Randomly….

This post isn’t going to be about anything specific, it’ll be a post with a whole lot of things to it, like for example, how exactly did all the dinosaurs get their names!? I mean every dinosaur was pretty much different right!? So why were they given the names they were given and why were all their names very long!? Did they ally any other dinosaurs whenever a battle arouse or did they all just come to their own defenses!?

I’d like to think that when the battle got a little hectic that some dinosaurs came to help out, I mean you never know it could happen!! If you’re wondering why this is being brought up, well……it was something I actually thought about earlier and even had a small discussion about too, it’s just interesting to think about, because you just wonder, well if you’re the kind to wonder a lot like I am, I wonder about pretty much anything……

Another thing I was thinking about was the first human to walk on earth, I bet it was something, I looked that one up to see, it was pretty much the caveman, but maybe they were a little advanced, not sure, but, I wonder how they felt walking around and discovering something they weren’t all too familiar with, what were their minds like!? What did they feel!?

Imagine being in a place, like a whole new place, heck world even, what would you feel, how would you react, what would you be the first thing that you’d do!? Me i’d most likely explore and question every little thing…..

There’s a lot of wonders to everything, some things are explainable some unexplainable, but it’s always just interesting when you think about everything before we evolved and became what we are now, like in terms of our ancestors, everything had to be so different and just incredible for them getting to see everything for the first time and discovering all these weird and interesting things and then later having it become more right in front of them and getting to see it, I know it probably had to be a weird thing for them to see something one day be a certain and then have it change into something completely different to how they normally saw it.

There’s a lot of things I can probably talk about, but then that’ll be a long post and I don’t want that, plus these were the main things I thought about anyway, well more the dinosaur topic and the first human to walk on earth, the other things I just added after because it crossed my mind, i’m sure some of these type of questions have entered our brains before, possibly late at night when we need to and are trying to sleep……

Best nights those are (she says sarcastically) sometimes they just come at the most inconvenient times, why!? Biology probably, something related to Science or just because, no real explanation needed I guess.

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Today’s Tuesday Right!? Okay Just Checking…..

So today was pretty interesting, something happened a little earlier today that I cannot begin to tell you without really going into details about it, let’s just say it happened in a unexpected way and that I hope everyones okay!!

I hope you guys are okay too, question, is it just me or has the days been pretty out of wack these past few days!? For me they have, last Friday felt like Saturday, Saturday felt like Sunday, Sunday felt like…..well Sunday with Monday mixed in it, Yesterday felt like Tuesday and today well I wasn’t sure whether it was Tuesday or not, I asked a few times today to be sure.

It is Tuesday, don’t worry, I sometimes feel like the days like messing with us they appear as one day, but totally feel like another which is really weird, but today was pretty good i’d say, I got new glasses, two actually and i’m happy with them, one is brown with dots, it’s kinda got that cheetah look to it and my other ones are two toned one part is black and the other other part is beige, those ones are my favorites, but the other ones are nice too!!

Quick Note: The green ones were my first ever pair of glasses and I was excited about that, you wouldn’t think someone would be so excited and happy to get glasses, but I was, the two neutral ones are the new pair that I got earlier today, I was also pretty happy getting them, I don’t know I just really like glasses, I think they’re really nice, they’re easy to work with too!!

As for the rest of day, it’s been something, again it’s been good, but it’s also been mind rattling at the same time, i’m still like “that happened” to myself like wow, that’s insane, I know me talking this way has probably got you guys confused or maybe it hasn’t, I don’t know, i’d tell you, just not now, it’s one of those things where i’d really have to go into detail to explain and it’s also one of those things where should I even bother explaining, because it’s a pretty weird topic, so that’s why i’m going to share it with you a little later.

It’s a post on it’s own, believe me, but for now that’s all I kinda got, I know this is pretty short, I hope you guys don’t mind though, if I happen to have a different thing to talk about that I want to share within a post, i’ll be sure to write about it, other than that, I hope you all are having a good day or night and I hope the week is going well for all of you as well!!

P.S. I made another doodle today and yes it’s black and white for now, until I can come up with a color for it as well as my other ones, they’ll stay black and white……not that they look bad in black and white, I just want color!!

Don’t mind the pencil left there, it’s on the outer part so whenever I remove it, it won’t be on the actual doodle here

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Imagine This…..

You’re the age you are, but one morning you wake up in a completely different environment and learn that you have this completely different life, what would you do!? If you were to ask me, I would probably freak out, I mean what else would you do, you’re not going to be calm, I mean you’re waking up different to when you fell asleep, how else would you react!?

I know you’re probably confused to what i’m talking about, well don’t worry i’ll explain, i’m watching one of my favorite movies right now, I don’t know if any of you know it or have ever watched it before, it’s called 13 Going on 30, I don’t really know what it is about this movie, but anytime it comes on I always want to watch it, now I don’t watch it every single time it comes on, but it’s one of my favorite ones to watch if I know it’s on.

Okay so I didn’t really know what to write about earlier today, like at all, I was kinda stressing about it too, but I thought if I gave it a bit, i’d come up with something, I then started to watch this movie and kinda had the idea to write this post, it might not be a long one, but it could be something to think about.

You wake up one day to a life that is unfamiliar, but you’re the only person that feels that and you go around asking everyone what’s going on, but they’re acting as though everything’s fine and normal and like they’ve known you for years, yet you don’t really know them all that much and if you do, it’s from forever ago…..it’s an odd thing to think about…….

However it’s also pretty interesting as well….I wouldn’t know what to do if that happened, i’d ask so many questions, but probably wouldn’t get any answers from asking them, it’d be a weird few days if that happened.

I love that movie though, it always gets me every time and by that I mean my emotions go everywhere, I get excited, happy and sad at the same time, it’s such a good movie and the message and meaning to it, is also pretty good, but I think that’s all I have for you guys, I know this wasn’t a lot, sorry about that, I hope you still like this post though.

If you did wake up one morning to a whole new life that is yours, but it’s an unfamiliar one, would you live it as if it was normal or would you live it a different way!? How would you react knowing you’re not where you were, from when you fell asleep!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

I Think I Unknowingly Signed Up For Blogmas!?….

This is a real title you’re reading here, i’m not just writing this just because, so far as i’ve written a post everyday since the start of December and I didn’t even pay it any mind, it wasn’t until I really looked at all my posts today that I realized I think I might’ve signed up for blogmas unknowingly.

It’s no wonder I was so eager to post my last post before midnight last night, literally, I could’ve posted my post a little earlier, but I wanted to have a cover photo for it and I wanted to be one of my doodles, it took a while to get it from emails, had to send it over from my phone to my computer, so yeah that’s why it was posted a little later during the night.

Since we’re now on the topic of blogmas, this is actually my first time really trying one of these, although i’m not really sure if i’m officially apart of it, considering I haven’t quite added blogmas to my posts to show i’ve joined it, i’ve kinda just been writing posts everyday this month so far, again I didn’t really think about it until today really……in a way though, maybe that’s a good thing, i’ve heard how stressful blogmas can be at times…….

Having to find a topic to write about everyday for a whole month, I know sometimes some people don’t always get a chance to finish it all the way, not because they don’t want to, but because of how much work it is, you wouldn’t think it’d be so overwhelming, but it can be if it’s not balanced right, that goes with blogging in general i’m sure as well as everything else.

You know to be honest though, i’m not really sure on the whole concept of blogmas and if there’s a certain way to participate, I just always took it as you have to try and blog everyday up until Christmas I believe something like that, i’m not really sure, again I haven’t actually officially joined really, it just feels like I have because i’ve been writing a post everyday since the start of this month, willingly, I haven’t forced myself, i’m kinda just going on the randomness of it, it’s probably why it’s working because i’m not thinking too hard about it and not stressing, not that much anyway.

However i’m feeling as though I have a deadline with this post, for some reason I don’t want to miss a day so i’m trying to see how long I actually last with this, with blogmas you kinda have to plan out your posts, I don’t do that, planning as you all know just isn’t my thing, so that’s why i’m going with whatever floats out of me when it comes to posting, although…….

There is one post that i’m planning to write, it was suppose to be written today, but i’m going to either leave it for tomorrow or Friday, I thinking end of the week fits it better, if you don’t see the post i’m talking about tomorrow then expect it Friday, i’ll make sure to tell you “this is the post I was talking about guys” so you guys know, but anyway here’s to hoping I can keep up with Blogmas now, this should be interesting……..

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Writing Prompt Friday: Message In A Bottle (June 21, 2019)

If someone told you to write a message and put it in a bottle to send out to sea, what would you write!? Maybe you don’t want to send it out to sea, but instead just wanted to write something and send it out a different way out of curiosity to who would find it and read it.

Would you even write anything and if you did would you send it out or keep it to yourself to read or leave alone!? We all have something we want to say, sometimes it’s hard to say it however, because it’s either, we’re not really open to express what it is that we feel, sometimes we think, if we say what’s in our heads it’ll be too much or it won’t be understood……

We may feel when saying something it won’t make sense and maybe we’re just rambling on about things that not even we understand once it leaves our mouths…….so with that a lot of the time we freak out and just don’t say anything because it feels easier, yet…..at the same time, it’s harder because you know you want to say something and you know it’s there, but for some reason it doesn’t come out and if it does, it doesn’t come out right…….

Which will then a lot of the time cause us to freak out more and from there we end up beating ourselves up for it and think “that was stupid” adding more and more pressure causing our thoughts to only expand in the worst things possible, asking yourself a million one questions, over analyzing and just getting so stuck in your head that you wonder, if you’ll ever get out!?

You might also wonder and ask yourself if whether you’re doing things right or just a whole lot of different questions that float around, causing your brain to just lose it’s own thoughts………tell me though, the picture above, what do you see when you look at it!? Probably nothing too special i’m sure, it might just be a random throw together creation and you might be right, but maybe some of you do see something to it, who knows.

When I look at it, I see waves just casually flowing by, but also something else I can’t, quite put my finger on at the moment……what kind of feeling do you feel when you look at it!? Maybe some of you don’t feel anything looking at it and maybe there’s a few that do feel something with it, maybe it’s the way you’re looking at it, everyone does sees things differently.

So what did you write!? You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, it’s called a message in a bottle for a reason right!? Maybe it’s personal, embarrassing, or makes no sense just like this probably…….

If you do want to share however, i’ll listen.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Just Keep On Thinking…..

Now that’s something I can do, although there’s times where I just want to shut my brain off, but doing that for just one second, is impossible, it’s like your brain forbids you from doing so…….

The minute you start to think about something, just one little thing, that’s it you’ve step on a bobby trap and now you’re going to be thinking for the next few hours, how great, I mean who doesn’t love thinking to the point of no return, I know I do……no but seriously sometimes I wonder why it is we think, not that it’s a bad thing, it’s just sometimes it can be a whole lot to deal with, especially when your emotions decide they want to get involved.

It’s like no, this is not a party, I already have all these thoughts coming in unannounced, I don’t need you here too emotions……like why is that a thing!? Why does thinking become so intense to the point where you want to just throw all your emotions at someone or at the window, I mean if we could wouldn’t we through our emotions out the window!?

I mean I might, but then I guess if you do that, you just won’t feel anything……even though it can be a pain to feel, sometimes we need to feel emotions that way they become easier to deal with and to process, although when you really think about it, it’s not always easy processing emotions……

Sometimes they end up having a mind of they’re own and then your forced to try and control them as best as you can, which isn’t always easy either…….but I tell you if thinking was some kind of contest, let’s face it we’d all be winners, even though some of us think more than others, so I guess there would be some kind of tournament for it, which makes me wonder…..

What kind of thinking tournament would it be!? Would we have to think on all things bad or maybe we’d think of fond memories, it could be a gauntlet of things who knows…….as you can tell i’ll be here thinking for a while…….

At least I have tea, just in case I start to feel stressed out or something…..

Gotta love tea.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Goodbye/Farewell

Can you guess which word makes me want to close my eyes and never look at it again!? no oh well okay……everyone might say these two are the same and that they both mean the same and you would be right they are the same and they do both have the same meaning………

However I think they also have a difference and i’m going to try and give you by point of view on what that different is…….now yes, both goodbye and farewell, they both mean the same, but when saying them, don’t you think they feel different when you’re saying them!?

I know you’re probably wondering what i’m talking about and you might think i’m not making much sense and that’s alright, but we’re going to get to the bottom of the differences together, let’s start with the one that I refuse to say, because it just seems really……no……i’ll just say that, no……..

Goodbye: I can’t say this, this seems like a very harsh and sad way to say bye…….see the bye part isn’t bad, but when you add good to that, it puts pressure on you, you know!? This way of telling someone you’ll see them again later, just it makes you want to hold your breath, because of the word.

Even when you go to say it, you find it hard to at least I do, maybe a lot of people don’t feel the same way about it……..but me…….I just can’t say it……I think of it as a final thing and I will not say it, that’s why I called it the harsh and sad way of saying bye to someone, so there’s that…….

Now for the second way:

Farewell: See when I say this one, I feel calmer and better saying it, because I don’t feel I have to force this one as much and I don’t go into panic mode going to say it, plus I like the feel of the way it comes out, some might say that it’s a very old way to say bye as a departure from someone, but I don’t, I think it feels nicer and when you say it……it’s like saying “i’ll cross paths with you again one day or soon”

Okay yeah it’s still a little sad, but I think it just mends you heart a little better even though you’re sad you know!? You can even use it as a good way of saying see you later, it doesn’t necessary need to be all sad here, people still say farewell as a nice see you later, so that’s my take on the two.

I don’t like saying the other one, that one stresses me out too much, although I don’t really say this one as much, if I had to pick between the two, I would pick saying Farewell, it’s just better to me and it’s a little bit lighter on the heart too I think.

Which see you later gesture do you guys prefer saying!?

P.S.You might’ve been wondering what made me want to talk about this and well it was because of my last post, I had the idea and so I just went with it.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Feb 13, 2019

Hey hey everyone hope you’re all doing well, I know that is is probably a random question and all, but have you guys ever had a moment where you randomly thought about something and gave yourself a facepalm, because it was one of those cringy moments or memories!?

I had that kind of moment today, don’t really know why, but yeah, it just randomly popped into my brain, I ended up laughing at myself and doing that weird “why did I do that or i’m so stupid” kind of face, you know the good ole’ cringy face thing, don’t you just hate when that happens……….

You’re just minding your mind and then your brain just randomly goes “Hey remember when you did this, remember when this happened…….that was so bad or weird” you then say to your brain “why did you remind me of that, was that really necessary!?”

Then you end up really thinking about that moment or memory for a good amount of time or sometimes even the whole rest of the day…………….it’s as if our brains like torturing us, you know!?………what can we do though right!? I mean we can try and ignore it, but we all know there’s always going to be days where we remember something we don’t expect to remember and sometimes it’s the memories we could’ve done without…………but hey!!

I mean if you really think about it though, I guess it’s those weird and cringy moments that kinda make the days not so bad if that makes sense!?I’d say 9 out of 10, those are the moments that make use laugh and smile the most………..even if in the moments of those memories, we’re shaking our heads and laughing to ourselves about it, while also facepalming our foreheads because of them.

Although sometimes, I think “why you do this brain!?” I gotta say I do also appreciate it, so thank you brain, you make me laugh, even if the memories you’re wanting me to remember are ones I didn’t need, but again I do really appreciate it…………the only thing I ask though is, could you………just try and keep the negative thoughts away, I don’t really like those too much, the cringy thoughts and moments are alright though, I can deal with those.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Just Sing A Little Song

You ever just find yourself singing a random tune out of nowhere and while you’re singing that tune, you start to realize that for some reason, it kinda brings up your mood no matter what the song is about……..i’m always making random songs up, lately I find when i’m thinking too much or i’m bored or something, i’m always coming up with all these weird songs, literally I just made up this random song that had to do with something that i’m contemplating about and also one on what I should write about.

It doesn’t matter what i’m doing really, sometimes i’ll just make random songs up and add on to it as i’m still singing them, unless I write them down though, I won’t remember them after i’ve sung them to myself, I don’t know if that’s just me or if there are other people who also make up random songs that really don’t have much meaning behind them, but are just being sung in the moment, whether it’s while you’re cleaning up, trying to decide on something or just because you feel like singing in the moment about anything really, it doesn’t have to be on a specific topic, it could be because you find singing to be something enjoyable and everything.

Just like dancing, dancing even if you can’t dance is good when you need to feel better, I actually read somewhere that singing and dancing for a bit, can improve your mood, that’s probably because it brings out the natural happy chemicals in your brain, which is also know as Dopamine, but we’ll just call them happy brain chemicals and make it simple. I’m not sure if I actually had a point with this, if there was one, I think it was just what the title says whenever you find yourself thinking too much or feeling a little low or you just feel like letting what’s on your mind out within a song, just sing that little song of yours and hopefully you feel better and a little calmer as well.

Think of it as being in a musical, for a lot of people it may get annoying, but for those who just need to sing a random tune to themselves about what’s in their heads or something, it won’t be so bad, you might just have a smile on your face from it, even if it’s a small one.

How do you guys like to get things out, do you sing a random tune to yourself or is there something else that works for you, let me know in the comments below. 

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~