Does anyone else get nervous when it come to trying out something different!? Myabe that’s an obvious question and possibly the answer is a big YES what kind of question is that!? It’s a finally throwing something out there and breaking the ice sort of type of question…it’s also a question from someone who is ALWAYS nervous and anxious when thinking about switching things up. You see whenever I have an idea of toning down something for a bit, to bring in something that I either haven’t tried yet or am just considering, I get excited in the moment, but when it comes to the day I’m sitting with myself, thinking “okay let’s give this a try” is when the nerves kicks in and I start overthinking about how it’s going to go and worrying it’s not going to go well and that’s not the best thing to do, I know….

I try not to think that way and think of the positive experience that can come of it, but because I worry the way I do, it puts the exciement about it ALLLLL the way in the back. I guess I feel as though, i’m not going to do it right, which now that i’m thinking about it, I did have a similar conversation about feelings like this on one of my streams a few weeks back where I said that even if we get scared or nervous we should still try anyway. I don’t really follow my own advice at times, I’ll admit that, it’s just always easier to give advice to others when you know they need it, but when it comes to ourselves we don’t feel as though it applies to us too, we’re just giving the information out that we feel to help others when they’re unsure of themselves….we don’t think it counts for us when we’re sharing. I’m not really sure why that is, why exactly we do that!?

Why do we feel we have to put ourselves on the back burner and take ourselves out of the situation!? The knowledge that we have on the inside that we share to others they count for us too, the ones sharing our thoughts and knowledge on whatever topic that’s flowing out of us in the moment….we all have our own gifts and it’s great to want to share and give a bit of what we may know so that others can have a bit more clarity in the minds and hearts, but it’s also okay for us to feel that too right!? If it’s connecting to those that are recieving and listening to the information that we the person sharing then surely it’s connecting with us as well!? Sometimes what others need to hear is what, we also need to hear even if we don’t realize it, usually to express oneself is to also have a little experience in, but don’t always pay attention to what we’re saying at the point, it’s only when we are going deeper into it where we take that moment and think “huh maybe I needed a little bit of this too” having your mind expand a little bit more then it was before.

Okay so maybe I just needed to write my thoughts down for me to realize “it’s okay to not always know what you’re doing, what matters is the fact that you’re trying, fully noted or not, there’s always something to what you’re saying or doing. It’s okay to get nervous and not feel ready, the important thing is that you went and put yourself out there even when you were scared to! The thing to think about is the relief you’ll feel knowing you didn’t stop yourself and just went for it, not only that, but you grow a little more from it too”

I’ll try my best to put my Anxiety and overthinking to the side and just see what comes from it and I need to tell myself instead that it WILL go well and just take a few deep breaths, every little thing will be alright! The same thing applies to you all, if you’re worrying about something just take some deep breaths and know it’ll be alright, You got this, WE GOT THIS! (*^_^*)

Much Love
Lexa 💚💚💚