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So i’m in the process of trying to stay calm, it’s a little hard though, because when i’m worried about something, it’s hard for me to relax………i’m just having a real hard time focusing on anything, i’ve been trying to write new poems since this morning and nothing is really coming to me, I did Read more
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I’m just gonna start this entry by saying i’m pretty tried today, i’ve been having a bit of of a day, I haven’t really been able to think straight properly, I actually tried to write a poem on that, but I couldn’t really think of anything else, there’s only 4 lines in it, I might Read more
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Impatient I am, Impatient i’ll be, impatient because of me……i’m calm, but i’m not, i’m trying, yet I still feel I need to try harder. Can’t think straight and my mind is tired, but I know that I can’t stop……..holding on to my emotions, while trying to keep these thoughts from scattering. Breathe I know, Read more
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My mind thinks, as i’m lost in thought. Every little thought calmly floating around in my head, thinking deeply as I add a little emotion to the mix. These thoughts, I ponder and these emotions they linger, wanting me to hear them, forcing me to feel them, can’t hide it or ignore it if I Read more
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Don’t think, it’s only going to cause you stress, don’t think it’ll only leave you anxious, don’t think you might just talk yourself out of things. Don’t think or else you’ll be there all day, don’t think I can see the pressure building, quick think of something else!! Anything except for what i’m telling not Read more
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Oh what’s that feeling that i’m feeling, please make it stop, these thoughts and these feelings are just driving me up the wall. Need to find something that’ll keep me me from giving in, oh a distraction that’ll help me, but what kind of distraction should I go for!? Video’s maybe!? I don’t know, I Read more
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Do you believe that coincidences just happen randomly or do you believe they’re there for a reason!? Sometimes it’s really hard to know whether something was/is a coincidence or not, sometimes it can feel like it is one, but then you think maybe it’s not, maybe it’s happening for a reason, but then you’ll also Read more
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I sit and ponder, thinking about everything, not knowing exactly what i’m thinking, I sit and ponder some more…… Writing with some background noise, thinking as i’m messing with my mechanical pencil trying to write, I ponder some more…… Pondering and pondering, is all that i’m doing, wondering and wondering as if it’s my hobby, Read more
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I’m not really sure what to feel right now, i’ve been a real mess tonight………still am a bit, I don’t even know what exactly i’m writing at the moment, but i’m just gonna write and just let my fingers do the talking I guess………..half of my night was……….I don’t even know how to tell you Read more
