Tag: Wonder

Did I Mention It’s March Already!? Yeah……

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Soooo for those who didn’t know, which i’m sure you might’ve, but if not, we had a leap year this year which means that the month of February had a extra day in it and I gotta say, yesterday was probably one of the longest days ever, well at least it felt like was, the day kinda took it’s time yesterday which isn’t bad, it was just pretty long is all, but February is now over and we have entered the month of March……already!? I say this, but March kinda took a while to get here I suppose, if you really think about it, each month so far has really, taken it’s time, which doesn’t happen often…….

Maybe it’s just the year for it, who knows really……Man March has started out with quite the approach, a lot is happening to where you’re just having to feel prepared, yet sometimes you wonder if you’ve prepared the proper way for it, does that make sense!? Some things can still seem unclear,

but you’re having to trust that things will work out fine, even when you’re finding it a little hard you know!? I guess we just need to roll with the punches as best as we can and keep positive even when we’re having to push through it all……..it’ll be alright though, sure it may seem like it’s everywhere and we’re having to take it as it’s coming, but it’ll be alright, the month just started right!? We gotta have some positive mindset on it.

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Little Curious…..

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You ever just wonder how things are going!? How someones doing or why the night sky looks a little better than when it’s daylight!? Do you ever just stare at the moon wondering if someone is staring at it the same moment you are!? Okay i’ll be real this is one of those posts, the ones I write from time to time, I tried to think of other things to write about, but I got nothing else to write about and this feeling has been showing up for a good few days now, originally I wrote something for it, but I didn’t post it.

I don’t know if I should combine the two or if it should just be separate, maybe it should be it’s own post, it was kinda awkward, but I guess it’s because I made it sound awkward, I mean it was just one of those “just checking in again” kinda of post, I thought it was best not posting it, so I didn’t, but it’s resurfaced and it’s the only thing that seems natural to write right now…..it’s the only thing I don’t have to think so hard on, not a lot anyway.

I do still think, it’s kinda like a hobby, although it can get pretty intense sometimes if you let it overwork you, I try to minimize that from happening, but i’m kinda in the mode of curiosity at the moment, i’m just not sure if it’s a bad thing or a good thing!? It doesn’t feel bad, but I don’t know if it’s something that’s okay to do, that being said i’m still curious.

Before I wrote this, I had to write down my curiosity in a different way, I think I got out all that I wanted to say in it, I wasn’t sure whether to write it out as a post so I decided to write it out as a personal thing instead, maybe i’ll share it one day who knows!?………going back to being curious though,

I just can’t help to always be curious, sometimes you just wonder about a lot of things and those things, well they aren’t things, but people, sometimes you just want to know how they’re doing and if they’re okay, you know things like that and sometimes you want to know if they wonder those things about you too!?

Is that selfish!? Is it wrong!? I don’t know, I guess maybe you have to stay a little curious for a while and just hope that they are and do, now i’m wondering if it’s even okay to write this and also share, I don’t really know these days, I might end up just posting this one anyway, as for the other one I originally thought about sharing, i’ll just keep that one as a draft for now.

What are some things you’re curious about!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Let’s Talk Procrastination (July 10, 2019)

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Originally Written July 9th

Procrastination can seem all well and great, but the more you put something off, the more you’ll wish you would’ve done it earlier, take homework for example why were most of us so keen on putting it off so much!? I mean yeah I get it, it wasn’t always fun and it was a bit annoying having to bring home work, I mean we could’ve easily just done it in school.

Maybe that’s why people went to study hall (study period for some) or tried doing their work during lunch hour so they wouldn’t have to worry about doing the work at home, but even if we had to take work back home, what was so wrong with getting it done when we knew we had it!? Why did we always make a big fuss and always see it as some chore all the time!?

Had we just gotten it done when we needed it to be, I don’t think the stress with having to do it would’ve been so bad, but because it’s easier to put things off for later, we don’t think of it as being that big of a deal, because in our minds if we don’t get to it now, we’ll get to it eventually….

Only when it does come around to “eventually” by that time we would’ve already forgotten about it, at least until it starts to kick in that we were meant to do something and later remember what that something was, which then causes us to go into panic mode, to where we then stress even more about it…..yeah okay, we probably would’ve still stressed about it,

However our stress levels would’ve most likely been way lower if we got it all out the way first, instead of dealing with it last……but this isn’t just about homework i’m talking about, that was just an example, procrastinating things in your day to day life also leaves you to stress……

We all know life is already stressful no matter how we may try to look at it, so why add more stress then the stresses life already has to it!? We’ve all procrastinated, i’ll admit i’m probably one of the biggest procrastinators you’ll ever know and or meet, which is why i’m writing about this……

Well that and I heard someone mention homework off a video I watched yesterday and it had me thinking about why it is that we always used to or still try our best to put it off so much…….

We may think it’s not a problem and that it’s fine to procrastinate and sometimes it is when you know you need a little break off something, that being said however, it can get pretty stale after a while if you procrastinate too much (believe me) eventually all that leaving for later will start to weigh on you, causing much more to be done than what you originally started with, leaving you to feel way more overwhelmed, which will have you really wanting to put things off for sure.

Now you’re left mentally and sometimes even emotionally and physically crashing all the time……my point is…..maybe if we procrastinated a little less, we probably would get so much more done, as well as feel so much better for it, knowing we got to it earlier instead of waiting to do it later.

By doing that it gives us more time to relax, getting rid of most of the worries and stresses in our minds……I must say though, some people do thrive more on leaving things for later, but to each their own I guess, as long as it’s in a healthy way, I guess it’s alright…..

P.S. Before you say it, no I was not procrastinating on this post, I was just looking it over…..an extra day…..

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Fireflies…..

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When I was younger, I use to hate bugs, now i’m older and I still hate bugs, nothing’s changed there haha……although I didn’t like them, fireflies I have to admit are pretty nice bugs, I know they’re harmless, still though…….you know I haven’t actually seen fireflies in a long while……

I always wondered why they’re called fireflies, I mean what gave someone the thought to call them fireflies in the first place!? Was there meant to be some kind of story to them from long ago!?

We also call them lightning bugs, that’s more of a suited name for them i’d say, we all know they light up the night around the Summertime, they’re like little flying lightbulbs when you look at them.

It’s actually quite fascinating when you see their tails go on and off, if it is their tails that light up that is (it could be there……never mind) fireflies for most people are one of the symbols that associate childhood memories….

You’d go out back in the night and run around, having fun and then you see from the corner of your eyes or in front of you even, a little light, not knowing what it is, you become curious and start to slowly follow it around and do your best to catch it in your hands……if you’re trying that is, I know some also tried catching them in a jar, that must’ve been really tricky…….

If you were lucky though, you did catch one (or a few even) and you’d watched as it would light up in your hand and walk around a bit too or you saw them in the jar still as a stick, but also moving a little as the light would turn on and off and you either had the choice to keep it in the jar for a while or you could set it free after you admired it long enough…….

I wonder what people did the most, did they keep it in the jar or did they set it free after catching it!? Did they even try and catch it in a jar or did they just do the old grab it with your hands method!? I’ve always tried to catch it with my hands or had someone try and give it to me to let me know that it wasn’t harmful, I still hesitated, however I still held it a few times before……

Fireflies a.k.a lightning bugs, they’re okay, they’re not that bad, will I go out of my way to try and capture one though!?……..I don’t know, maybe, I won’t keep them in a jar though and if one ever lands on me, i’ll try and keep calm and do my best to admire it for a bit, until I go “okay i’m good now”

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Elements: Wind (Part 4)

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Feel the cool air as the wind passes by,

Can you hear the whispers of the wind speaking to you!?

How about the way it leaves you shivering when it’s cold

Or the way it lightly cools you off when the sun is a little too much!?

If you could describe the wind, what would you describe it as!?

If we were able to see it, what would it look like!?

It’s the one element that is unable to be seen with our eyes

But even though we aren’t able to see the wind,

At least we’re able to feel and hear it…..

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

The Beauty Of A Butterfly….

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The beauty of the Butterfly

Watch as it flies freely in the air,

Resting it’s wings, every brief moment

Fluttering around every chance it gets…..

Every Butterfly is different you know!?

Their kinda like snow flakes, different in every way

Yet uniquely crafted in a way that is mesmerizing

Of course they don’t melt like a snowflake does

But they sure do leave you in a daze…….

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

No Questions….

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I see you, I know you’re asking yourself a million and one questions about what to do, how you should do it, even asking yourself if whether you should do it, no no you, no more questions…….

Sometimes we ask questions because we think each question has an answer, when we know that, that’s not entirely true, some questions are left to be wondered, thought about, that’s what keeps it interesting.

Have you ever noticed that in the word question, there’s another word in it!? Would you like to know what word that is!? I’m sure you do, however I don’t think I really need to tell you what it is, because you already know.

Look closely to the word question, you’ll notice that the word that you find is what the word means when you find it…….sounds confusing I know, but it’s not, it only seems like it because you aren’t looking hard enough at it.

Once you find the word you’ll see it and you’ll know, try not to think too hard on this one, try not to stress yourself out trying to figure it out, the only way you’re going to find it, is by keeping calm and by looking closely until you see something out of the ordinary, i’ll leave the findings to you and I hope you come back with something extraordinary!!

If you need me, i’ll be here, not to answer any questions you already know, but to answer ones that you may need some guidance with, remember it’s okay to wander off and get lost, sometimes you tend to find the most unexpected things that way, but even when it feels like you’re completely lost just know that you aren’t always…..

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Figure It Out…..

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Easy statement to make, yet a little harder to do……….we stress ourselves out whenever we know we have to figure something out, I mean we could try and sit with our ourselves and thoughts calmly, sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t………..we think and think and think, until we feel like our brains are going into overload causing us to crash because we’ve been thinking for hours and hours, trying to figure out some kind of solution to a problem or situation that is happening. Sometimes we just sit and ponder for so long because we’re wanting to know where we fit, if we have what it takes and if we’re doing alright in everything in general…………..

We wonder whether we’ll ever figure out the thing we’re trying to figure out, whether we’re heading in the right direction where we’re walking. We wander about because we want to know where exactly we’re heading and while we’re wandering, we ourselves are trying to figure out where we want to go……………we fill ourselves with emotion and with the struggle of just wanting to know, but it’s hard to know where we’ll be heading in the wander of our lives, it’s also hard because we wonder when we do finally see where we’re being guided to, will we be able to handle and really embrace it when we finally are face to face with it!?

We may walk around aimlessly and unknowing of where we’re walking, but the one thing we always tend to realize is that even when we don’t know………..we find that, the fact that we’re still even walking and wandering around even if it’s in circles, we still have that something inside us, that something that is hoping we’ll soon have the answer to the question we’ve been wondering and that we will have figured it out in the end.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~