An Introvert That Loves To Talk…..

What does it mean to be an introvert!? Well if I’m being honest….it’s a bit different for everyone so to describe it would be quite hard, most people think that being an introvert means that you don’t really like talking to people or that you’re very shy when really, that’s not always the case! Introversion is a little more than that and not all introverts are the same either…..in fact did you know that there is such thing as being a social introvert!?

It’s true! There’s also thinking introverts, which I can’t really explain that well, but I can share the video that explains different kinds of Introverts, there’s many others, but this is the one that I learn that social introvert is an actual thing from: The 4 Types Of Introverts: Which One Are You!?

Now before we continue on I just want to say I am feeling slightly under the weather at the current moment as I’m writing this…..so if you happen to see this a little bit after it’s because I’m going to be taking my time with this post. I actually started writing this the other day so Monday, it’s Wednesday now a bit early until the morning as I’m continuing this post, normally I can knock most of my blog posts within a few hours, but there are some where I’ve either started them and never shared them or I have them drafted in hopes of getting back to them, but never quite do…..

So if you if you do happen to see this on a whole different day and not today on the 8th of Dec….just know it’s because 1. I’m not feeling well and my brain needs extra time and 2. I’m just wanting this post to make sense and to come out well! Without further ado let’s get back to talking about Introversion…..

So what’s it like to be an introvert? I can’t really explain it for other people, but for me…..the best way I can explain it is…..I like my own space, I don’t like being around too many people and if you were to ask where I like to be the most I’d say at home playing Animal Crossing which is the gospel truth (if anyone gets that reference then you understand what I mean)

Now I know I just stated that I like to stay to myself, however I do like to socialize somewhat, not always, but sometimes and when that happens just know I’m coming out of myself, out of comfort and putting myself out there when honestly just trying to start a conversation with someone can be a bit daunting at times for me, especially when it’s a new kind of field I’m in! That being said I’m what you call a social introvert, which means that although, I’m very quiet at times and not one for big social events…..I’m very talkative, I love to talk!!

If you don’t know me by now then this will be of news to you, but really ask anyone I know and they’ll tell you how much I’m able to talk if you let me especially if it has to do with something I’m really interested in! Don’t get it wrong though, just because I love to talk, doesn’t mean that I love to chat with everybody! I will however, it’ll just be minimum conversation if either I’m just getting to know you or if I’m not really feeling social that day and sometimes if I feel a bit uncomfortable!

It’s a bit hard to explain properly, I like to call myself a weird breed at time, because I am I’ll admit it! I’m not everyone’s cup of tea or whatever drink is your favorite thing and I’m aware of that which is why I will often stay to myself most of the time, but I do try to chat things up with people even when I’m extremely not for it, which leads to the next introverted part of me which would be the anxious introvert and I also learned that was a thing in the video I shared with you earlier!

There are many kinds of introversion, most people tend to be extroverts and can thrive off being around other people and I give those people props, I can only handle a certain amount of noise, people and other busy, loud and fast paced things before I go into a hermit stage and don’t want to be bothered by anybody….I’m okay with people I’m close with that’s where you’ll notice my energy constantly flowing compared to when I’m just meeting someone and trying to see what it is they like and what not, it’s a bit of a fuss ball with me….don’t ask why I just said fuss ball, it was the first thing to come to mind sooo, I thought I’d use it!

With me it depends who I am around on whether you get the full Alexa experience with me or just the introverted got to get to know first before truly opening up and once that happens just prepare yourself that’s all I’m going to say…..I guess I just know what it is I like and don’t like and so with that little bit of knowledge, I choose who I want in my circle to be close to me and who I would rather talk to here and there….I’m the kind of person where I don’t just let anyone in, so if I see you as something special and to be of an interesting person and choose to include you in that circle or odd shape that I have…just know that it’s a big thing to me as well as you’re someone that I truly and deeply care about!

I could probably say a lot more here, but I might save some for another time, I did plan on making a video or podcast episode on this topic sometime soon so if there’s other things I feel I want to add, I will, these are just a bit of thoughts I felt like sharing!

Would you consider yourself Introverted or Extroverted Or Maybe A Bit Of Both!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

3 K.K. Slider Songs I Never Get Tired Of (Songs From Animal Crossing)

Okay yeah i’ll admit, this may seem like a weird of a post, but here me out okay, I had this idea after watching (listening) to a streamer, whose stream was already recorded and posted onto Youtube while I was cleaning up my room, in the already streamed video Crystal the name of the streamer that I like watching, although her channel name is called SimplyPressStart on her channel she plays a lot of different games, but Animal Crossing is like the mascot on her channel, I think I actually spoke about her before on here…..

But anyway, in one of the already streamed videos that she recorded she asked the question to what K.K. Slider song is our favorite to listen to and I thought about some favorites when she asked and I thought hey this is a good idea to write or make a video about, I think I wrote it down originally as a video idea and then decided to just write about last night so here we are!! Now I won’t go making this post super long, i’m going to do my best at least, but without further ado I thought i’d share 3 K.K. Slider songs that are both my favorite, but also ones I don’t really get tired of as well.

First Up……K.K. Soul (I picked the Chill Mix, but I love the original as well)

Now you can’t see me, but i’m actually laughing to myself because I can’t believe i’m actually writing about this, but hey sometimes, weirder things happen and I love animal crossing as well as the songs on there, yes their weird, but they’re also quite entertaining……I mean look at this album art that the people who created animal crossing made, they went all out to make animal crossing have it’s own little thing, even with the music…..

You gotta appreciate that man and if you don’t hey that’s cool to each their own, no worries about it!! Now let’s talk why I like this song, 1. It’s just really relaxing, every time I hear it, i’m just like “ahhh such a good song” I could listen to it all day, I love it so much that, say you were to play New Leaf….yes NL I still play it, even though I haven’t been in my town for a couple days now, but if you were to visit my animal crossing home,

You’ll be greeted with this song, because it’s the main song that plays in my animal crossing home, it’s just one of my favorites, can’t really explain why, I think it’s just the soothing and calm sound of it, but I love it!! That’s it….

Moving on to the second K.K. Slider song……K.K. Cruisin’ (This is the live version that he sings in the game I believe….)

Well that’s funny as I was about to write on K.K. Cruisin’ the song came on, perfect timing (i’m listening to an animal crossing mix, in case some of you are wondering…..I wanted to get in the mode to write this post….it’s working) anyway K.K. Cruisin’ first check out the artwork for this song, I tell you man, it’s just so good, but why……why!?……actually let’s not question it.

Let’s just admire it for a moment……..Did you take it all in!?

Okay then onto the reason I like this song, it’s very chill….yeah…..just that actually, also there’s a sneeze in it and so some of us Animal Crossing fans, nicknamed it K.K. Sneeze, at least those in the SimplyPressStart community, it’s really great, it’s one of those K.K. songs you can really jam with and get into, this song is actually in my room, room, in my animal crossing game, this song is just another one of my favorites that I can’t actually explain either, I just really like the vibe of it I guess…..

Last, but not least, another favorite of mine……K.K. Disco (This is Disco like the in game song in animal crossing)

Yes I know, some of the album covers are weird, but again you gotta give the creators of Animal Crossing some props I mean, the dedication they put into these non existent, yet also existent songs within the game is just……Magnificent, they really did make this game stand out, I mean it has it’s own album collection……I don’t know any other game that has that!!

That being said, let’s talk about K.K. Disco……..how to explain it, it’s a groovy song and it’s funny because there’s an actual song by K.K. Slider called K.K. Groove……but we’re talking about K.K. Disco and so K.K. groove is going to have to take a backseat on this one……so yeah K.K. Disco,

What I like about it, it’s fun, upbeat and whenever I hear it, it makes me groove and I can appreciate that, it’s a nice unreal track to listen to, I actually at one point had this as my main song in my old Animal Crossing game town, but then it got replaced by K.K. Soul, but even though it’s no longer the main song that plays in my town, it’s still one of my favorites to listen to whenever i’m playing New Leaf, but yeah it’s a really good song!!

That is all the K.K. Slider songs I got, I was going to pick 5, but I thought 3 was a good amount to choose from, also I only really had three songs in mind so there’s that, animal crossing is very interesting, but really great game and if you’re a fan of it like I am, you really can appreciate all that it has to offer, it allows you to just chill out to and destress for a while,

Unless you’re planning something, like where to put a public works project or you know getting frustrated with villagers moving where they feel like, but other than that, Animal Crossing really is a great game to wind down to and just enjoy, I actually still need to download New Horizons, I know it came out last week and i’ve been wanting to play it, but i’m waiting a bit to download it so yeah, i’m excited for it though, i’m sure people are loving it!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Weird Random Thoughts

Hiya, how’s it going!? Hope you’re all well and your weekends been good, so it’s Saturday night about 11pm almost, will be 11 in a sec as i’m writing this….it’s now 11pm in case you’re curious!! Okay I know what you’re thinking, what’s the point to this or you might be saying what is going on!? Well for starters………I had a thought and kinda wanted to share it!!

Will it be interesting to you guys…..I don’t know, will you find it amusing or funny who knows!? maybe not, possibly so maybe…..I really don’t know, but i’m just going to go straight into it okay……no more weirdness……..alright no I can’t promise you that, because it’s all weird and i’d be lying if I said there won’t be any more of that so, I just hope you don’t mind, but anyway…..

Again I had a thought, a very weird one that made me think a little too much about it than I probably need to, but you know once you start going…..well you just sometimes keep going for some odd reason, now this thought came about while watching a video, it wasn’t a weird video or anything it was a reaction to a song, but what made me have this thought was something that was said before the video actually started……

It’s was about water and ocean sounds, now you might be either clicking off this post or are really confused to what you’re even reading……I don’t blame you okay, just want to let you know, but to save a long post, they were talking about ocean sounds that was in the start of the song before it actually started and I thought to myself, okay said out loud, “yes ocean sounds are nice, so are rivers and streams and not live streams,

but actual streams ect…..” then I thought about water going upwards and then said you’d have to rewind a video in order to see that or time lapse it and then I thought, “wait water doesn’t go upwards, it only goes downwards” which made me go into a much more deeper thought process on it for some reason that I can’t tell you because I don’t know…….

Long story short, because we’d be here all night talking about it, another random thought crossed my mind, that uhhh, water does technically go upwards when it’s being evaporated within the clouds getting ready to turn into rain, because SCIENCE!! So yes and no to your weird random thought question brain on wondering if water flowing upwards, we good!?

This would have been longer if I didn’t shorten it for you guys, if you want to hear the whole thing and see me become confused myself, I already thought about making that video, normally it’d be already recorded, but this was a late night thought so you know how those go……but anyway that is pretty much it, kinda, well the short version of it anyway……

You guys have a good night and i’m hoping to remember all of this so I can do a video on it, because I kinda sorta want to, it’d be a good thing to laugh at and then later wish I didn’t record it, but still be happy that I did!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Self Promoting……

Hi again, alright we’re doing this no if’s and’s or what’s about it……self promoting……first I just want to say WHY IS IT SO WEIRD!! I never understand why doing this is super odd, as I stated before in my last post if there’s something that you have that you want to share, why not just share it, why does it have to feel so weird, sharing things we feel good about!?

It’s funny i’m just remembering that I did attempt to write about this topic a long time ago, but you guys never saw it, because I didn’t share it…..ironic yeah!? You’d think that because we all have some sort of social media that it wouldn’t be a huge thing, but for some reason it is to some, including myself, why I have no idea, it should it be a big thing!? No, it is!? Sometimes……I mean at one point, I was always nervous to share on it, but later it just became a natural thing and it wasn’t as “yokes” you know!?

Now I have some sort of social media, I mean again everyone uses some sort of social media platform right!? So why is that we get that feeling of it being so odd and weird to promote things that we feel good about, when we’re all in a way, use to sharing things online!? It’s a mind boggling thing, I tell you, it really is weird!?…. I mean if there’s something you feel strongly about, we shouldn’t feel that, but I think no matter how use to it we are or maybe, there’s always going to be some kind of white line to where promoting something we’ve created because we felt like sharing in the moment, will always be the one thing that trips us up to feeling like that.

Now although, self promoting can feel and become a little intimidating because we’re sharing and expressing things we care about, that shouldn’t keep us from still wanting to share, even if people don’t look at it right away and even if we do still feel and get weird about it, that’s okay, everyone gets nervous and it’s not always easy to put ourselves out there especially when creating, but as long as we don’t allow or let the discouragement get to us, who cares if it feels weird, if we need to get the nerves out, why not!?

Hey if it helps maybe we should laugh at ourselves so it doesn’t seem so bad, I think the main thing is, no matter how weird or odd it can be to share the things we want to share, as long as we continue to share regardless to how it feels, then it’ll be alright and it’s okay if we end up being weirdos about it.

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Music & Dreams….

How’s everyone’s Sunday going so far!? Hopefully well, hope you guys got a good amount of sleep last night as well, if you didn’t know already, the clocks moved forward due to daylights savings time and you know what comes with Daylight saving, less sleep and more of a longer day, I think that’s it anyway, but I hope you guys are all doing well!!

Now you might be confused about this title here, I just wanted to write a quick post about my latest uploads, one is just a chat about music and how long of a way it’s come, while the other is about dreams and why we have them, I did a double upload late last night, so if you guys are interested do check it out if you like, i’ll share them both for you guys in this post just in case you’re curious, also don’t worry this won’t be the only post I write today, I plan on writing another one possibly after this or a little later

I am not sure, but I do want to write another post……is it alright to say how weird this is!? I know I don’t normally do this, even when I started writing this post, I thought it to be a little cheesy, I don’t know why it’s so weird if there’s something you do and you want to share it, you shouldn’t feel weird about it, but I guess it’ll always feel like an odd thing to some of us…….

Maybe this topic should be the next post, there might be some more stuff to say with it, at least I feel there might, but anyway i’ll go and save it and end this post here, again if you guys are interested, here are the videos:

Music: It Sure Has Come Along Way

Dreams: Why Do We Have Them And What Do They Mean!?

Okay well there’s that one*breathes* anyway, I hope you’re all having a good day and to be continued I guess……

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Coincidences……I’m Now Wondering If I’ve Written About This Before!?……

So I feel like I might’ve talked about this before, but i’m also not sure so sorry if we’ve already covered this topic and you’re hearing it again, I just wanted to talk about something interesting that happened, so there’s a playlist that I always listen to called Wonderland, in that playlist there’s about an hour of music playing with different songs of course…….

Here’s the playlist in case you want to listen to it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxzG2UMAkRo&t=3850s

Now i’ve listened to this playlist a lot, I still listen to it, i’m actually listening to it now as i’m writing to be honest, but to get to the point here, so naturally I pretty much know every song that’s about to play because i’ve heard it so much, now this has nothing to do with the songs that play,

but with something else with the playlist, now if you’re like me and you’re someone that pays attention to detail, you’ll pretty much see everything to what you’re looking at right!? Yeah well there was a change that caught me off guard as I was listening to the playlist and it was very specific too, but I won’t say what or why……but what I will say is that the normal date to the playlist, the day it was uploaded, changed for a good moment, now I don’t know how long it was there for while listening, all I know is when I looked up it said Dec 10th, 2017, when it normally says Dec 11th, 2017…..

Me when that happened: Well something like it anyway…..it’s close enough

Now that may not be that weird, it might’ve been a weird glitch, but I don’t think it was, because uploads don’t change dates unless you’re re uploading or something, I wouldn’t really know actually, all I know is that it was weird to see it at Dec 11th one moment and then look up to see Dec 10th the next.

Now I know what you’re thinking, proof or it didn’t happen, well I would gladly share it……but I didn’t screenshot it……yeah I know I should’ve, but it was the last thing on my mind and it wasn’t until after I refreshed the tab where I thought “I probably should’ve screenshot that”

but before that came to mind, I went and opened a new tab just to see and make sure I wasn’t going crazy and when I saw that I wasn’t, I was more confused about it, so yeah……that happened!! 😀 It was really weird,

For a split moment it was a different day and I didn’t even think to screen shot it until after it happened, which i’m kinda upset about, because I could’ve relooked at it and showed you, but…..yeah….now whether you believe this or not is fine, but I know what I saw and that’s all I got sooo I just thought i’d share that weird moment!!

Did I go a little overboard with it!? Maybe, Is it a coincidence!?……..Nope, I feel I was supposed to see that and also there are no coincidences,……so has something like that ever happened to you guys, i’m curious to know if so!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

It’s Gonna Be One Of Those Days Today….

You might be wondering what it is that I mean when it comes to the title of this and I don’t even have an answer for you to tell you what it means, but I can do my best to tell you what it feels like………..it feels weird for one and it’s literally just that, i’m just having a very weird day for some reason, I have this sort of feeling to something and I can’t explain what that is exactly. It’s like I feel alright, i’m having an alright day, but i’m just feeling very weird……….it’s hard to describe. it’s like, I don’t know……..I don’t know. Don’t even ask what it is i’m thinking about, not that you would or anything, but if you did, I wouldn’t be able to tell you anyway, does that happen to you guys!? 

Do you ever have days where, you feel fine and alright, but at the same time you also feel a little odd too!? If I had to describe it in someway I would describe it as like confusing. It’s confusing because you know you’re feeling a certain way, but you don’t know why or what that feeling your feeling is exactly, does that make sense!? I have no idea if what i’m talking about makes sense, it probably just looks like random words being mushed together to form a whole lot of sentences. 

It’s just one of those days I guess……

Let me know in the comments if you either are having one of those days as well or if you’ve ever had one of those days. 

All The Love ❤ ❤ 

~Lexa~ 

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Happy Halloween Everyone!!

Okaaaay so this shouldn’t be a long post at all, I just wanted to share a little story that might be interesting, but might not be interesting as well to you guys. If you’re wondering what i’m talking about, i’m gonna explain now, sooo I went to share my latest blog post on my instagram earlier (the Halloween themed/Christmas movie one) it was fine, but what happened was I posted another post before it (the one before it was the video that I recorded the other day well last Friday) I didn’t realize that the sound wasn’t turned on and that I turned it off unknowingly, I thought it was only for the moment, so when I posted it no one could hear what I saying in the video.

Long story short I went to re-post that one and re share it onto my twitter and my other post (the halloween one) I also shared to my twitter and thinking I was deleting the video tweet one, I went back to my instagram and re posted that one and I went to look at my other post and when I looked at that post everything that I had wrote on the  caption……wasn’t there and I was like, wait what happened so I went back to my twitter and realized that I deleted the wrong tweet and yeaaah I wasn’t happy, because me deleting that tweet, pretty much deleted the post as well, but I shook it off and tried to re-post it again and guess what………SAME THING HAPPENED!!!

I mean the post was there for a bit and then after a little while, it just disappeared as if it didn’t want to be there or something and I didn’t even delete it. The first time okay I did, but that was because I had to re post it because the caption wasn’t there, so after dealing with that I pretty much just replaced the photo and wrote a whole new caption for it because I didn’t want to write the same caption a 3rd time, talk about it really being Halloween right!? In all fairness i’m not really quite sure what happened exactly and why my post just disappeared like that, that’s never happened before so it was a bit odd but yeah, I just wanted to share that because, I don’t know I thought it was super weird that, that happened not once, but TWICE.

I know that probably isn’t the most important thing or it might not even be weird to you guys…….buuuut to me, yeah super weird and I said to myself, first time really getting into the spirit of Halloween and that happens……..yeah i’m not posting anything on Halloween anymore, not because that freaked me out or anything…..okay maybe just a little, but also i’m not really a huge fan of it anyway………..You don’t have to say it by the way, i’m probably just over reacting and shouldn’t think of it has a huge deal, but i’ll still add it to the list of weird things that happened.

 

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

 

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