2 Weeks Away, Almost 3….

How’s everyone doing these days, hope well!! Now I know what some of you are probably thinking, “Where have you been!?” and if you aren’t thinking that well then, that’s okay, but I will sorta explain why I haven’t written anything new for the past 2 to almost 3 weeks, I think the longest i’ve went not posting is about a few days maybe a week, this times a new record, we surpassed a week of not posting, can we get an hurrah!?

No i’m kidding, I haven’t posted on here for a reason, you see i’ve been away due to my brain thinking a lot mainly on where i’m going or want to go at least……there’s a lot of things that I haven’t really expressed on here, I might do that one day, not sure when exactly, but one day……

I still haven’t gained that much courage to do so just yet. Now even though I haven’t written and posted anything new on my blog in a good while, I have been still writing, just more handwriting then typing, i’m actually close to filling one of my journals, not quite finished, but it’s getting there i’d say.

So yeah, i’ve been trying to really think on what I want to do (career wise) this isn’t anything new really, it’s something that i’ve been switching back and forth with for a good while now, i’ve just been putting it off for a good amount of time and you know what that’s no one else’s fault but mine, you think you’re fine with something, but then realize you’re not.

So yeah there’s that for one……i’ve also been trying to get better at certain things…..still sorta working on that……i’m kinda feeling a bit of stress and pressure and that’s me doing that to myself because I really want to get somewhere and feel good about it, I mean we all do don’t we!?

There’s a lot let’s just say, but i’m doing my best to work it all out so I could move forward from where i’ve always been stood, if that makes sense!?

I must say this has got to be the most i’ve written in a while on here, which is surprising for some reason, because normally I write a lot, in my journals at least, i’m not sure how often i’ll be posting on here, I kinda purposely stepped away from here just so I can get my head straight and that, plus i’ve been wanting to make this blog better and i’m not sure in what way I want to do that, maybe it’ll be more personal or something, i’m not sure yet.

Hopefully it’ll all just happen naturally, but yeah that’s just a bit of an update I guess you can say, I don’t know what else to say, I hope you’re all doing well and having a good day sorry it’s taken me a few weeks to write, I kinda felt as though I didn’t have much to say so I didn’t, I have missed it though I won’t say I didn’t, i’m always on here believe it or not haha……

That’s all I have for now, but I will post something again soon, maybe not this week or maybe, who know, I might surprise you and post something one of these days or during the weekend, i’ll go based on if I feel I want to say something or how i’m feeling, right now it’s just how things are going,

But you guys enjoy the rest of your day or night depending on what time of day it is where you are and i’ll write to you guys again soon.

P.S. Since we’re coming to the closing days of Summer I thought i’d share something I made a while ago, I was meant to post it, but never did…..

All The Love ❤ < 3

~Lexa~

Feb 20, 2019

Hey everyone hope you’re all doing well, I know it’s been quite a bit since I posted anything new, almost a week actually, it’ll be a week tomorrow. Just wanted to let you know that I have been writing, it’s just taking me some time to post, i’ve been working on reviews, mainly wrestling which is taking me a bit of time to finish, but i’m determined to finish them, but I don’t want to rush through it, so that’s why their taking a bit of time.

Right now i’m still working on my Elimination Chamber review from this past Sunday, i’m also going to do highlights of my favorite moments from that PPV, but it’ll be in a separate post, i’m going to try to get that up before Friday, don’t know if it’ll be on Friday, but i’m going to try…………..

I’m thinking of also do it that way for Raw & Smackdown as well, I don’t watch them live, but I did say I wasn’t sure if i’d be keeping up with it every week…………..PPV’s though I try and watch live, so I could write everything down, but weekly shows, I watch within the same week. I have to catch up with this weeks Raw & Smackdown of course, it’s only Wednesday, I think I can do it, but we’ll see……………anyway writing a review for them together, i’m kinda finding that to be tricky because of 2 reasons:

1. I write a lot when it comes to wrestling and it would take a long time if I combine the two reviewing them because Raw is 3 hours long, while Smackdown Live is 2 hours long………….yeah I know, crazy!!

2. Writing reviews blog post wise, it’s new for me so it’s taking me a bit to adjust it in a way I feel it makes sense………….so what i’m trying to say is i’m used to writing a lot and talking a lot with wrestling so i’m trying to work it out so it’s not a lot, you know what I mean!?

I was thinking about it yesterday while I was still working on my Elimination Chamber review, thinking it make more sense to write the reviews separately and then maybe talk favorite moments off both shows at the end of the week or early weekend like Saturday, instead of trying to work them into one review knowing it might be a very long post.

I know I don’t have to write these reviews, but I like writing them, even though you’ve only read a few, writing these reviews and sharing something that I do enjoy with you guys, it makes me look forward to writing more, deciding to write these reviews after thinking about it for a long time, when i’m writing them I enjoy it, plus I tend to get into it more as i’m writing as well.

Yeah it may take me a long time to write them and some of the reviews that i’ve written already you didn’t get to see and that’s because I either didn’t like them or it’s already been more than a week and i’m still working on the same one, but that’s why i’m trying really hard to get them in within the same week or the weekend within the same week if that makes sense!?

Writing reviews instead of how I normally use to do it, it’s different and it’s a challenge, but I really want to see how this works out……….maybe i’ll start watching live again to have it be easier, with Raw though I might only watch an 1 hour of it or so, unless it’s like a really great show, because it’s just too long, so Raw maybe like an hour or 2 and then i’ll watch the other hour the next day…………..I might be able to watch Smackdown all the way through, only because it’s two hours and I could deal with 2 hours.

I’ll figure the reviews out, it’s better to take your time writing something out especially if you’re enjoying it, instead of trying to rush it and have it not make much sense, you know!? I will get these done though, I want to get these done, if it takes me a bit, then it takes me a bit, but I just wanted to let you know that i’m still writing, no worries………I really should update you guys when it comes to reviews and I haven’t written in a while, because I was given myself a bit of a hard time, knowing I hadn’t written in a while.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~