Let's Sit And Chat: Somewhat About 2019 and So On….

It’s been a few days, but I made it before it hit a week, (which is tomorrow) hurray!! (clap, clap) in case any of you are confused, i’m talking about my lack of posting, i’ve gone a few weeks before, so I figured since I haven’t written in a while, I should probably write something soon and by soon, I mean today so here we are, Sunday the first of December.

First I just want to say, where the heck did all the months go!? November didn’t go by quickly, but it’s now over, I woke up this morning thinking we had one more day left for November, but as I was adding a reminder onto my phone for something (totally not game related whatsoever……I did not set a reminder to visit someone’s house in game, nope what are you talking about….!? ANYWHO, being serious now, while looking at my phone calendar, I noticed a 1 and realized it was December…….well that came by pretty sudden, okay not really, but it felt like it at least…….

I don’t know if this is just me, but i’m pretty sure there was a 31st in November, either that or I just didn’t notice their wasn’t, i’m going to go for the second one here, so yeah there was that moment earlier, what else can I tell you!? Beside the Thanksgiving holiday we have here being kinda okay, I don’t think I have anything else…..I got to spend time with one of my best friends for a few days so that was pretty good, I didn’t realize we hadn’t seen each other properly for about almost a year until we talked about it on our way to the store to grab something, that was insane, like crazy!!

On a different note, things have been alright I guess you can say, November was an interesting month, but it wasn’t all that bad, but now we’re in December and yeah this month just started, so I can’t really say much about it, not yet anyway…….sheesh I can’t believe we’re in the last month of this year already, some months zoomed by and some they took their time,

You also had those months that felt like they’d gone forever, which wasn’t too bad, but still, still…..this year has just been inexpressible or as I was going to originally write un expressible which probably isn’t a word, but still wanted to use it for some reason, now when I say that, I mean I couldn’t even begin to express 2019 to you guys, it’s just been 2019 let’s just say that.

Has it been bad!? I don’t know, has it been great!?….I don’t know, it’s just that, I do not know, sometimes I think about it though, it used to be a lot, now it’s on and off, most times though it’s secretly on in the background and as you try and keep it there, you know it slowly creeps up on you, yet you do your darn hardest to pretend you don’t notice, but you do, you do.

Sometimes you find it’s just hard not to……but you try and keep busy or as occupied as you can to keep from getting overwhelmed you know!? Sometimes it works and helps and other times you have to try just a little bit harder to keep calm and keep those stress level’s at a minimum.

I don’t really have anything else to say at the moment, sorry if this post is a little or really boring, I really don’t have a lot to say these days, it’s the reason I don’t write much in case some of you are wondering, but I still always try and give you guys something when I can and I hope that’s okay!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa

November…..

Well it’s November already, October sure came and went didn’t it!? We’re getting closer to Christmas, but before we try and zoom by into the winter of wonderlands, we should really let this month sail nice and smoothly downwards before getting out the Christmas tree and letting deck the halls and let it snow play all over the place……

(not saying I don’t enjoy Christmas tunes, i’m just saying we really should let the months have their time in the spotlight and November is the month where we for some reason always feel the need to skip over, which I get it, November has Thanksgiving which isn’t all that big of a holiday, but still let’s give it the moment it needs, we’ll get to Christmas in time, it’s only another month away, i’m sure we can deal…….who am I kidding, November will always be that month that, people will continuously, yet quietly tell to move along…….)

Moving away from November being the “skip over” month, hope you all are doing well, long time no write I know, it’s been a pretty long while, 3 weeks i’d say……3 weeks today anyway, you might be wondering why I haven’t written in a while, well i’ll tell you, I kinda went and took a break from writing, there was a lot of stuff going on in my personal life,

plus I was feeling pretty stressed out and I just wasn’t doing well and needed to take a bit of time away, I ended up doing it naturally, it wasn’t until I was maybe close to 2 weeks in to where I actually went and wrote a post that I never posted expressing how I was going to take a break because there was just so much happening and going that I couldn’t even focus,

I wasn’t trying to keep from writing, I just didn’t feel the need to write, I didn’t have the mindset to write is what i’m trying to say, my head wasn’t in it and so that’s why I haven’t posted in a while. I was also going through my own thing that I needed to sort through, still trying to sort it all, it’s one of those things that’s going to take a bit of time, but compared to how I was feeling before to how i’m feeling right now……i’m okay, as okay as I can be anyway.

There’s still a lot that I feel needs work personally, a lot of work if i’m being honest…..but overall i’m okay, everything is pretty much in the okay bracket right now to be fair, this year has been quite the year I gotta say, I won’t say too much on it right now, but i’ll do my best to write a summary on it when I get the chance, sometime next month hopefully, I might have to pre write it so that way i’ll be able to have everything laid out even if what I have written down isn’t exactly what I have written down if that makes sense!?

For now, i’ll just share a little update as well as say i’m back from being away for a while, sorry for disappearing like that, I think that was the longest i’ve gone without writing……not good, but I hope you all have been doing well and you guys had a good October month as well as a fun and interesting Halloween, I didn’t really do much for Halloween,

It’s not really my favorite month, although I did watch a few Halloween classics (movies), well kinda, I watched maybe half of certain movies…..I think the only thing I enjoy about Halloween is the movies, the holiday isn’t bad though, I just don’t really celebrate it much, but it’s a pretty alright holiday, as for this month, we’re 2 weeks away from Thanksgiving, well from most it is, I know not everyone celebrates it, but it’s close by, which is pretty insane because soon December will be here, which means we’re coming extremely close to the end of the year that is 2019 and…..yeah…..

I’m just going to try and keep my head in the remaining days and months of this year and worry about everything else when it comes, not saying i’m not already thinking about the future, I am, believe me, but sometimes you gotta set a reminder for yourself that there has to be some kind of balance with it otherwise, you’re just going to end up losing your mind.

That’s the update, I should be good on getting back to posting now, but I just have to figure how much I want to be posting, it’ll come to me!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa

2 Weeks Away, Almost 3….

How’s everyone doing these days, hope well!! Now I know what some of you are probably thinking, “Where have you been!?” and if you aren’t thinking that well then, that’s okay, but I will sorta explain why I haven’t written anything new for the past 2 to almost 3 weeks, I think the longest i’ve went not posting is about a few days maybe a week, this times a new record, we surpassed a week of not posting, can we get an hurrah!?

No i’m kidding, I haven’t posted on here for a reason, you see i’ve been away due to my brain thinking a lot mainly on where i’m going or want to go at least……there’s a lot of things that I haven’t really expressed on here, I might do that one day, not sure when exactly, but one day……

I still haven’t gained that much courage to do so just yet. Now even though I haven’t written and posted anything new on my blog in a good while, I have been still writing, just more handwriting then typing, i’m actually close to filling one of my journals, not quite finished, but it’s getting there i’d say.

So yeah, i’ve been trying to really think on what I want to do (career wise) this isn’t anything new really, it’s something that i’ve been switching back and forth with for a good while now, i’ve just been putting it off for a good amount of time and you know what that’s no one else’s fault but mine, you think you’re fine with something, but then realize you’re not.

So yeah there’s that for one……i’ve also been trying to get better at certain things…..still sorta working on that……i’m kinda feeling a bit of stress and pressure and that’s me doing that to myself because I really want to get somewhere and feel good about it, I mean we all do don’t we!?

There’s a lot let’s just say, but i’m doing my best to work it all out so I could move forward from where i’ve always been stood, if that makes sense!?

I must say this has got to be the most i’ve written in a while on here, which is surprising for some reason, because normally I write a lot, in my journals at least, i’m not sure how often i’ll be posting on here, I kinda purposely stepped away from here just so I can get my head straight and that, plus i’ve been wanting to make this blog better and i’m not sure in what way I want to do that, maybe it’ll be more personal or something, i’m not sure yet.

Hopefully it’ll all just happen naturally, but yeah that’s just a bit of an update I guess you can say, I don’t know what else to say, I hope you’re all doing well and having a good day sorry it’s taken me a few weeks to write, I kinda felt as though I didn’t have much to say so I didn’t, I have missed it though I won’t say I didn’t, i’m always on here believe it or not haha……

That’s all I have for now, but I will post something again soon, maybe not this week or maybe, who know, I might surprise you and post something one of these days or during the weekend, i’ll go based on if I feel I want to say something or how i’m feeling, right now it’s just how things are going,

But you guys enjoy the rest of your day or night depending on what time of day it is where you are and i’ll write to you guys again soon.

P.S. Since we’re coming to the closing days of Summer I thought i’d share something I made a while ago, I was meant to post it, but never did…..

All The Love ❤ < 3

~Lexa~

Feb 20, 2019

Hey everyone hope you’re all doing well, I know it’s been quite a bit since I posted anything new, almost a week actually, it’ll be a week tomorrow. Just wanted to let you know that I have been writing, it’s just taking me some time to post, i’ve been working on reviews, mainly wrestling which is taking me a bit of time to finish, but i’m determined to finish them, but I don’t want to rush through it, so that’s why their taking a bit of time.

Right now i’m still working on my Elimination Chamber review from this past Sunday, i’m also going to do highlights of my favorite moments from that PPV, but it’ll be in a separate post, i’m going to try to get that up before Friday, don’t know if it’ll be on Friday, but i’m going to try…………..

I’m thinking of also do it that way for Raw & Smackdown as well, I don’t watch them live, but I did say I wasn’t sure if i’d be keeping up with it every week…………..PPV’s though I try and watch live, so I could write everything down, but weekly shows, I watch within the same week. I have to catch up with this weeks Raw & Smackdown of course, it’s only Wednesday, I think I can do it, but we’ll see……………anyway writing a review for them together, i’m kinda finding that to be tricky because of 2 reasons:

1. I write a lot when it comes to wrestling and it would take a long time if I combine the two reviewing them because Raw is 3 hours long, while Smackdown Live is 2 hours long………….yeah I know, crazy!!

2. Writing reviews blog post wise, it’s new for me so it’s taking me a bit to adjust it in a way I feel it makes sense………….so what i’m trying to say is i’m used to writing a lot and talking a lot with wrestling so i’m trying to work it out so it’s not a lot, you know what I mean!?

I was thinking about it yesterday while I was still working on my Elimination Chamber review, thinking it make more sense to write the reviews separately and then maybe talk favorite moments off both shows at the end of the week or early weekend like Saturday, instead of trying to work them into one review knowing it might be a very long post.

I know I don’t have to write these reviews, but I like writing them, even though you’ve only read a few, writing these reviews and sharing something that I do enjoy with you guys, it makes me look forward to writing more, deciding to write these reviews after thinking about it for a long time, when i’m writing them I enjoy it, plus I tend to get into it more as i’m writing as well.

Yeah it may take me a long time to write them and some of the reviews that i’ve written already you didn’t get to see and that’s because I either didn’t like them or it’s already been more than a week and i’m still working on the same one, but that’s why i’m trying really hard to get them in within the same week or the weekend within the same week if that makes sense!?

Writing reviews instead of how I normally use to do it, it’s different and it’s a challenge, but I really want to see how this works out……….maybe i’ll start watching live again to have it be easier, with Raw though I might only watch an 1 hour of it or so, unless it’s like a really great show, because it’s just too long, so Raw maybe like an hour or 2 and then i’ll watch the other hour the next day…………..I might be able to watch Smackdown all the way through, only because it’s two hours and I could deal with 2 hours.

I’ll figure the reviews out, it’s better to take your time writing something out especially if you’re enjoying it, instead of trying to rush it and have it not make much sense, you know!? I will get these done though, I want to get these done, if it takes me a bit, then it takes me a bit, but I just wanted to let you know that i’m still writing, no worries………I really should update you guys when it comes to reviews and I haven’t written in a while, because I was given myself a bit of a hard time, knowing I hadn’t written in a while.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~