Trusting Our Own Insight…..

When it comes to our own insight on things, we don’t really trust ourselves a lot of the time and that’s because we tend to worry about all these different things that could happen and so because of that we become hesitate to want to try or share things that we feel we should try and or share, we question a lot of things, way more than we should actually.

We think too much on the worst parts than the possible best parts that could come from the things we share, as well as how we feel, sometimes even when something may feel right to us, we still feel unsure about it, which I guess is a natural reaction, I mean if it was something big then you’re going to get that kind of feeling right!? Whose to say though that,

We shouldn’t at least see about it…..if there’s an idea that we have in our minds should we not go forth with it!? If we just trust ourselves a little more with the things that we feel, who knows just where we will possibly be or go even, we won’t really know unless we take that step right!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Hope You Don't Mind Me Checking In…..

Hey……i’m not really sure how to start this conversation or slight conversation, i’m just checking in, I hope all is well and that your day was good, I know it’s a specific kind of day for you today, i’m not really sure how you’ve been feeling or if you’ve been okay, i’m sure you’ve been fine and are actually doing pretty well, I mean I know you’re doing well, but you know what I mean, not trying to be weird here or anything……

How was your day, I hope it went well and everything, I also hope that everything went well last weekend with what you had going, I didn’t forget, I know I probably could’ve messaged you this, but I didn’t know how or whether it was okay, but I still wanted to check in, since I knew what today was and just see how you were doing in someway, I hope that’s alright.

Anyway, I don’t think I have anything else to say here, but I hope you had a good day and are doing and feeling alright…..

All The Love ❤ ❤ ❤

Lexa

Let's Talk Randomly….

This post isn’t going to be about anything specific, it’ll be a post with a whole lot of things to it, like for example, how exactly did all the dinosaurs get their names!? I mean every dinosaur was pretty much different right!? So why were they given the names they were given and why were all their names very long!? Did they ally any other dinosaurs whenever a battle arouse or did they all just come to their own defenses!?

I’d like to think that when the battle got a little hectic that some dinosaurs came to help out, I mean you never know it could happen!! If you’re wondering why this is being brought up, well……it was something I actually thought about earlier and even had a small discussion about too, it’s just interesting to think about, because you just wonder, well if you’re the kind to wonder a lot like I am, I wonder about pretty much anything……

Another thing I was thinking about was the first human to walk on earth, I bet it was something, I looked that one up to see, it was pretty much the caveman, but maybe they were a little advanced, not sure, but, I wonder how they felt walking around and discovering something they weren’t all too familiar with, what were their minds like!? What did they feel!?

Imagine being in a place, like a whole new place, heck world even, what would you feel, how would you react, what would you be the first thing that you’d do!? Me i’d most likely explore and question every little thing…..

There’s a lot of wonders to everything, some things are explainable some unexplainable, but it’s always just interesting when you think about everything before we evolved and became what we are now, like in terms of our ancestors, everything had to be so different and just incredible for them getting to see everything for the first time and discovering all these weird and interesting things and then later having it become more right in front of them and getting to see it, I know it probably had to be a weird thing for them to see something one day be a certain and then have it change into something completely different to how they normally saw it.

There’s a lot of things I can probably talk about, but then that’ll be a long post and I don’t want that, plus these were the main things I thought about anyway, well more the dinosaur topic and the first human to walk on earth, the other things I just added after because it crossed my mind, i’m sure some of these type of questions have entered our brains before, possibly late at night when we need to and are trying to sleep……

Best nights those are (she says sarcastically) sometimes they just come at the most inconvenient times, why!? Biology probably, something related to Science or just because, no real explanation needed I guess.

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Little Curious…..

You ever just wonder how things are going!? How someones doing or why the night sky looks a little better than when it’s daylight!? Do you ever just stare at the moon wondering if someone is staring at it the same moment you are!? Okay i’ll be real this is one of those posts, the ones I write from time to time, I tried to think of other things to write about, but I got nothing else to write about and this feeling has been showing up for a good few days now, originally I wrote something for it, but I didn’t post it.

I don’t know if I should combine the two or if it should just be separate, maybe it should be it’s own post, it was kinda awkward, but I guess it’s because I made it sound awkward, I mean it was just one of those “just checking in again” kinda of post, I thought it was best not posting it, so I didn’t, but it’s resurfaced and it’s the only thing that seems natural to write right now…..it’s the only thing I don’t have to think so hard on, not a lot anyway.

I do still think, it’s kinda like a hobby, although it can get pretty intense sometimes if you let it overwork you, I try to minimize that from happening, but i’m kinda in the mode of curiosity at the moment, i’m just not sure if it’s a bad thing or a good thing!? It doesn’t feel bad, but I don’t know if it’s something that’s okay to do, that being said i’m still curious.

Before I wrote this, I had to write down my curiosity in a different way, I think I got out all that I wanted to say in it, I wasn’t sure whether to write it out as a post so I decided to write it out as a personal thing instead, maybe i’ll share it one day who knows!?………going back to being curious though,

I just can’t help to always be curious, sometimes you just wonder about a lot of things and those things, well they aren’t things, but people, sometimes you just want to know how they’re doing and if they’re okay, you know things like that and sometimes you want to know if they wonder those things about you too!?

Is that selfish!? Is it wrong!? I don’t know, I guess maybe you have to stay a little curious for a while and just hope that they are and do, now i’m wondering if it’s even okay to write this and also share, I don’t really know these days, I might end up just posting this one anyway, as for the other one I originally thought about sharing, i’ll just keep that one as a draft for now.

What are some things you’re curious about!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Butterfly Wing (Aug 2, 2019)

Disclaimer: As you can see, I wrote this post 3 days ago, it’s just a small story on a butterfly wing that I came across, I thought it was interesting and wanted to share it, however I didn’t post it, but i’m going to post it today, I hope you enjoy half of the pre writing to it, plus some added things as well.

Happy August 2nd Everyone!! Can’t believe we’re already on our last Summer month, soon all the leaves will change colors, we’ll start going back to wearing sweaters with it getting a little colder and we’ll be in the season of Fall (a.k.a Autumn, also known as the Autumn Solstice……I know I could’ve just stuck with fall, but I just wanted to add them all for some reason)

Okay so I don’t really have all that much to talk about, although I did come across something interesting while on a walk coming back from the store, that interesting thing so happen to be a butterfly wing……yep, you read that right, just a butterfly wing, singular, no butterfly attached……..it was weird, i’ve never seen just half of a wing from a butterfly before……..

I was tempted to pick it up when I saw it, I didn’t, I ended up just leaving it be, should’ve taken a photo of it though, I could’ve shared it with you had I gotten a picture of it, but the thought of taken a photo didn’t come to mind until I got home and left it for a bit, it was weird, but also cool.

I also tried looking it up to see if there was a meaning to seeing one (don’t ask why, I just tend to look up things when i’m curious on something or something interest me, heck i’ll be honest, I look up pretty much anything…..well not anything, anything, most things, we all do it)

The search for the meaning of seeing a butterfly wing didn’t really come up to anything, it was more on coming across a butterfly, nothing on just the wing itself……I really should’ve taken a photo, but hey who knows it might still be there or may not (well seeing as it’s the 5th already, I don’t think it’d still be there, although i’d be very surprise if I saw that it was)

but hey at least I got to see one up close for the first time, butterflies I know are seen as good luck, as well as other things so maybe seeing the wing isn’t bad, i’m not sure…..if you’re wondering what kind of butterfly it was (you’re probably not, most likely) but i’m going to tell anyway, because…..why not!?

It was a Monarch Butterfly, they’re lovely they are, all butterflies are, except for moths I don’t like them, not.at.all…..I do have a photo of a Monarch that I took a long while ago, last year to be exact……it’s not the greatest photo, but I could share it if you like!!! I probably could’ve focused on it better, I used my phone to take the photo and that was as good as I was going to get…….

I also drew a butterfly although the pattern on the wings are a bit different to how normal butterflies look, but hey all butterflies are different right!? A little creativity doesn’t hurt anyone….looking at it now though, i’m not really sure why I did this pattern, I tried to draw a butterfly with the actual patterns on it, but it wasn’t working so I ended up just improvising.

Update: So those are the photos, couldn’t transfer them through my phone onto my computer for some reason, so I had to send them to my email….

With my butterfly sketch, I only outlined it with a gel pen, i’m debating on whether to color it in or not, I kinda like it the way it is, hence why there’s still pencil shading, it might not be the best pencil shading, but shading is there….i’m still trying to figure out whether I should give it color or not,

If you you’d like to see color to it just let me know and if you have color suggestions feel free to add them down in the comments, because I have no idea what colors to use if I do decide on coloring it in.

Hope you’re all doing alright and having a good day!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Message In A Bottle #2 (June 22, 2019)

Hey there, I see you’ve found me!! To whom ever maybe reading this, how are you!? Hope you’re well, I know we don’t know much about each other, but I do hope things are good and they’re going well for you. I gotta say i’m not really sure if i’m getting this whole message in a bottle right…..now that I think about it, is there a right way to write one of these!?

Maybe there is and i’m probably just confused about the whole thing, I think you’re just meant to write something on the whim, i’m sure that’s how islanders did it, I don’t think they sat and thought “hmmm i’ll just write a thoughtful message to someone and see what they say” If that was the case, they probably would’ve stayed on that Island…..

Plus these messages did take a while to reach someone, so they needed to make their messages count if they wanted to get back and away from whatever Island they were on, or who knows maybe they did write something thoughtful, but also made sure to let whoever was reading it know they needed help getting off the Island they were on…..now i’m wondering how exactly all those messages in a bottle were written!?

Don’t think they were this long and if they were, those people sure had a lot to say when writing their message.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Fireflies…..

When I was younger, I use to hate bugs, now i’m older and I still hate bugs, nothing’s changed there haha……although I didn’t like them, fireflies I have to admit are pretty nice bugs, I know they’re harmless, still though…….you know I haven’t actually seen fireflies in a long while……

I always wondered why they’re called fireflies, I mean what gave someone the thought to call them fireflies in the first place!? Was there meant to be some kind of story to them from long ago!?

We also call them lightning bugs, that’s more of a suited name for them i’d say, we all know they light up the night around the Summertime, they’re like little flying lightbulbs when you look at them.

It’s actually quite fascinating when you see their tails go on and off, if it is their tails that light up that is (it could be there……never mind) fireflies for most people are one of the symbols that associate childhood memories….

You’d go out back in the night and run around, having fun and then you see from the corner of your eyes or in front of you even, a little light, not knowing what it is, you become curious and start to slowly follow it around and do your best to catch it in your hands……if you’re trying that is, I know some also tried catching them in a jar, that must’ve been really tricky…….

If you were lucky though, you did catch one (or a few even) and you’d watched as it would light up in your hand and walk around a bit too or you saw them in the jar still as a stick, but also moving a little as the light would turn on and off and you either had the choice to keep it in the jar for a while or you could set it free after you admired it long enough…….

I wonder what people did the most, did they keep it in the jar or did they set it free after catching it!? Did they even try and catch it in a jar or did they just do the old grab it with your hands method!? I’ve always tried to catch it with my hands or had someone try and give it to me to let me know that it wasn’t harmful, I still hesitated, however I still held it a few times before……

Fireflies a.k.a lightning bugs, they’re okay, they’re not that bad, will I go out of my way to try and capture one though!?……..I don’t know, maybe, I won’t keep them in a jar though and if one ever lands on me, i’ll try and keep calm and do my best to admire it for a bit, until I go “okay i’m good now”

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~