Hey everyone, hope that you have all been doing well! This post is probably going to be slightly different, there’s some stuff that I want to say, not really sure what exactly those things are, but I just feel like I need to say some stuff…..I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately….like a lot of thinking non stop and it hasn’t been about one thing, there’s a lot of things on my mind and I know that I should be able to express on them, but as you know I don’t like expressing my personal thought normally, however I know that I’m not going to be able to shake all these thoughts coming into my head until I finally sort through them properly!

I just feel like there’s a lot of change going on within myself as well as with everything around me…..I’ve had moments where I’ve thought about whether blogging is still for me, like I do like writing, I’m not going to ever stop writing, you’re always going to find me with some kind of paper/journal and pencil in hand or with a pen even sometimes, which is a tool I don’t always use that often, but I do use it more often then I used to before…. but I don’t feel like the passion for blogging is there for me and I kind of been feeling that for a while, now I’m not saying that I’m going to quit blogging, I’ve had this blog for 3 years now and I feel I would find it hard to just give it up and never write on here again….

I’m always going to want to have it with me and share certain things that I have in my heart to write, I just don’t if it’s still for me, but I’m not going to stop writing on here and I’m not going to give it up all together, I’ve put a lot of hard work as well as some sweat and tears into it…..this blog has helped me a lot, I mean it gave me a voice when I felt I didn’t have one for a while, it’s let me express in many different ways so I’m always going to keep it close to me, I just don’t feel like I can write all the time with it, so I’m probably not going to write on it as often as when I first started and as often as I’ve been, which actually hasn’t been that often, I’ve just been writing on occasions really to be honest!

I just don’t feel like I’ve been giving it enough and that’s due to me not having that much passion for it and I would like to have more passion for it, but I only write when I’m inspired or when I feel I have something to say like now so yeah, I’m not turning away from blogging, I just feel it’s time to give it a bit of rest! Now despite me giving writing a rest for a little while, I will still post when I have a new podcast episode up just to let you know it’s up or when I am feeling super inspired to want to share on here or if I have any personal thoughts that I need to release and get out of my head!

Other than that…..I won’t be writing much…..there’s a lot of other reasons to it, but one of the reasons is because I don’t feel passionate enough about it…..I’ve also like I said have been in my head a lot which keeps me from focusing on anything…..there’s just a lot of things/decisions that are important that I need to sort and face and I can’t do that without the right clear headspace, in order for me to really feel relaxed about everything…..I need to take a really big moment to myself and see what it is I want to do and get my head right!

What I mean by that is, I know what I want to do, but what I want to do is a big thing, like it’s a really big decision, so I have to make sure I’m figuring it out right, sooo if I’m away for a while and longer than I need to be….it’s for a reason, I’ll be back soon enough, I promise, I just need to sit and start making decisions for once!

P.S.

Here’s my latest podcast episode: all about Ed Sheeran’s latest song Bad Habits

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa