2 Years Of Blogging (Part 3)

Alright so this will be the 3rd and final part to my 2 years of blogging, I did originally write something already, but I haven’t yet posted it and i’m not sure if i’m going to post it, so whatever this post turns out to be this will be the part 3 of it, now in case you’re wondering what the other one was about, I was pretty much just about not really having a theme for this blog, it was kinda what I had already written within the second part to this and it’s kinda why i’ve not shared it yet, I didn’t want it to sound like I was repeating myself, even though it felt like I was so yeah……

I’m not really sure where I want to start on this third part, I probably could’ve left it at 2 parts, but in the moment of writing the second part of this post, I did feel like I had more I wanted to say and I thought it would’ve been too long of a post to say whatever it was I was going to say within two parts and so that’s why I said i’d make a third part to this…….

This blog really doesn’t have a theme with it as i’ve already stated this is just a place of expression, be it serious or just because I really want to talk and share something here, I feel like i’ve gone from writing whatever to really thinking of what I want to bring to this blog and so I guess that’s why I have all these different sections/categories for things, I want to always keep it interesting, even though i’m not actually sure what part of my posts you guys enjoy, sometimes you really don’t know what people are going to be interested in and so I find that when you just go with something just to see if it’ll stick I guess you can say or not, it can really be of help……

To be honest I never actually know what I want to bring to this blog, I just go with what feels right in the moment even if I may not always feel 100% about those ideas……with blogging there have been posts that i’ve written to where I thought “I probably shouldn’t have wrote that” and there have been some where I wasn’t sure if I should’ve written them, but found that it ended up working someway……it’s weird you know!?

With blogging/writing really one thing I like about it is that you can express however you want, it doesn’t have to be specific, I feel it’s easy if you don’t think too hard about it, you can just go with what feels right to you in the moment and if you ever want to change it up later, you can, at first for me it was to say what I felt I couldn’t at the time, now, when I look at it, I think how should I express today!? Most of the time, it turns out to be random, but I still have moments where I want to express on something that’s a little more deeper and kinda serious…….if you’re thinking of starting a blog,

but you don’t know where to start, maybe you’re not sure what theme you want if your a theme person, just go with what feels good to you in the moment, it doesn’t need to be specific, sometimes you find what your theme is a little later, maybe you’re not meant to have theme and you’re just suppose to go with it……inspiration strikes when you least expect it so until then just go with the feeling and see what comes out from it, because you never know what could work, but I do have to thank this blog for giving me a place to express when I felt I couldn’t at one point, if i’m being honest,

Having this blog, really did help me to express more and it’s for that reason that I guess I still have it and why i’ll do my best to stick to it, even when there are days where I have no inspiration or just don’t feel like writing, i’ll still have it, because I know that eventually there’s going to be something that I will want to share and I know this will be the place i’ll come to, to do that…..but to wrap this post up I just want to say thank you to those who have been apart of my blogging experience and for those who have just arrived and if you were here, but aren’t anymore, thank you as well for taking that time and being here for the moments that you were here for.

For those still apart of my journey here, I hope I can continue to bring you guys posts that you find interesting and some that you may find help at times, however you have enjoyed, I hope you continue to enjoy and all that in between, I think that’s all I have to say, if you read all of this to the end thank you and if not, it’s fine, I just wanted to express my thank you’s and that, but I hope you all are having a nice day and are doing well,

If you haven’t read the first and second part to this post, you can find them both here, you all take care and i’ll see you in the next one:

2 Years Of Blogging (Part 1)

2 Years Of Blogging (Part 2)

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

2 Years Of Blogging (Part 2)

Hiya, hope you’re all doing well, I know it’s been a week now since my first part of this post, I have been meaning to write the second part to it, but I didn’t want to write it, until I knew I felt good enough to write it and so that’s why it’s taking me a bit to get to this post, I didn’t want to rush it by any means……now to be completely honest…….

Where this post is going I don’t know, i’m kinda just going to go with it, it might just be a theme here now that i’m thinking about it, but let’s just see where this post chooses to travel…..okay so I know I didn’t quite go into details of what 2 years of blogging has felt like or has been in the first part of it…….and to share some thoughts on that part…….i’m not really sure what to express on what it’s been like…….when I first started this blog, it was to have it be a place where I felt I could express myself, there was no theme at all to it, it was just a blog of expression, however I felt I tried to express

myself in the best way that could……for while I feel like I did that okay if that makes sense!? To be fair I still consider this to be my blog of expression, there have been times where I tried to come up with a theme…..and I always had trouble with that…..

You see although I can theme certain things out…..blogging was one of those things I found hard to give a theme to…….there were many times where i’d worry and go into overthink mode wondering if I was doing all of this right or not and i’d even stress myself out about it and sometimes it’ll get to a point where I would stop writing for a while and i’d go back and fourth with myself on whether I should continue with this blog, you know the natural worries when it comes to having a blog and that……

There were times where i’d notice i’d write about anything whether it made sense or not, just because I felt I needed to post all the time and I guess doing that probably didn’t help creativity wise……let’s just say there’s a lot i guess I can talk on……that’d make it a very long post ha!! One of the main things though was, I made this blog to have as an outlet to express when I didn’t feel I was able to in the way I wanted to,

but even then I still felt it hard to express at times……when it comes to personal things even though i’ll express on it to an extent……you’ll never see me go into full details to whatever i’m expressing about and i’m detailed person irl (in real life) by the way, but if it’s too personal, although I won’t say exactly what it is about, i’ll still express on what i’m feeling just differently……that said, there were moments where I stopped expressing because I didn’t want it to come across a certain way…….yet I knew I had things I wanted to share that was kind of personal that I wanted to get out

Again it’s actually quite a lot now that i’m writing about it, there might just be a part 3 here……if so it’ll be shorter in words, but these 2 years on this blog well they’ve been something and by something I mean a mixture of different emotions and thoughts and all that jazz, again i’ll shorten it in the next part, I didn’t think there’d be so much expression happening to describe blogging for two years, but here we are, i’m going to try and make this 3rd and last post part the overall view of having this blog shorter

There’s still some stuff I want to express on because I don’t feel this to be finished so, I hope you all enjoy this second part in someway and if you haven’t read the first part you can find it here: 2 Years Of Blogging (Part 1)

To be continued and finished……

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

The Different Feelings To Music…….

You ever hear a song and just feel that it fits perfectly with what you expect it to feel like!? It might sound a little confusing to what i’m getting at so i’ll try and explain it in the best way possible……I don’t know if it’s just me, but anytime I hear a certain song and say it’s titled “Sounds of the Evening” just to give an example to what i’m talking about, now when you look at that title, tell me, what to you would an evening sound like if it was somehow turned into music!? Would it be something peaceful and quiet like, maybe there’s a little bit going on, but not too much going on if that makes sense!?

What kind of scenery would you add and if you had to pick an instrument or some kind of sound say being processed to showcase what an evening sounds like to you if it was turned into music what would you pick!? Sometimes when we listen to music it can have this specific way of sounding to where it almost always fits a theme of some sort…..so say you’re having a nice chilled morning, there’s certain songs that can fit well with the kind of morning you’re having, if you’re going for a bit of a walk even,

You’ll find that there’s something to listen to, that’ll go along well with that movement, it’s actually odd cause for me I find that music helps me to take everything in a little better than say if I was walking without music, I actually find that weird…..I can sit without sound, but when it comes to going on a walk, I need to have music playing otherwise it’s going to feel odd and maybe some of you also feel that and maybe some are fine either way, I know everyone’s different…….but I love when i’m listening to something and can feel what the song is and I mean not just lyrics,

but the music itself, it’s even more amazing when there’s no lyrics to it and it’s just the sound to the music, because you then are able to form an imagery to the sound where it just takes you to a place with all these different things……but sometimes, it’s like that when you’re just hearing a song that has words added to it, they say when you close your eyes,

You tend to feel things a lot more deeper than if you were just hearing it or seeing it even and with music you find that it just takes you on this journey when you listen with feeling and that can just make everything so much more beautiful, it’s like how a painting would feel to a painter or just any other admiration that you may have a connection towards, but to be able to listen to a song and truly appreciate these little aspects that it both brings and has to it, is probably one of my favorite things about music!!

Theme Post: Mood

Originally Written Mar 1st

Alrighty so I had a little trouble coming up with something to write about today, I did write something earlier, but that was just a small post, so I went and asked for a little inspiration, my mom gave me an idea, but I wasn’t really sure how to write about it, so I asked my brother for a theme to write about and he gave me the theme mood……….so i’m going to give it a try.

I’m at my mom’s job today, she owns a nail salon and originally her suggestion for a theme was to write about nails and i’m not really a huge nail person, even though she does do my nails at times, so that was a suggestion that I wasn’t sure on and that’s why I asked my brother.

Now with the theme being about moods, I asked my mom, brother and other people that I knew for something that when they look at it, you know like an object or something, what mood does it put them in, as an idea so I could talk about it from my point of view, I listed a few things and chose ones that I felt I could give you my best mood description on…….

Let’s get into it shall we!?

Moon: Whenever I see or noticed the moon, I become happy, I especially love it when there’s a full moon out, it’s like whenever you see the moon it just makes you want to look at it, it always just grabs your attention the minute you see it, you can’t really help it, it just draws you in you know!?

Stars: As you can tell there’s a small theme happening, but I just really like the night, there’s something about it, but I think the best thing about the night time is getting to see stars, every time I see the stars, just like the moon I get very happy, I always loved the stars, there’s just something about them….

You just can’t help, but get a little lost and admire them whenever they’re in the sky, some are bright, some not so bright, but they’re very beautiful the way they light up the night.

Whenever it comes to the night time and the stars and the moon, for me i’m always just lost in wonder and curiosity, I always enjoyed science and learning about the planets, stars and stuff like that so, so anytime those kind of things are mentioned I get excited!!

Colors: What do I feel when I think of colors……..it depends on the color, you can feel a lot of different moods with color, for example purple I think of it as being the main base of moody colors, it can make you feel good or it can be the color that puts you in a weird mood………purple for me though I would say when I think of it I feel calm, it’s a soothing color to me.

As for the color green, because it’s my favorite color I always feel happy, I just love the color green, so yeah depending on what color it is, depends on the feeling i’ll get from it.

Autumn: Whenever I think of the season fall, it puts me in a cozy kind of mood which I like, I enjoy being in……..a little too much, but I like the feeling of cozy, I like Autumn leaves, cardigans, the way the trees are, I just really love that warmth and cozy feeling that the fall season brings.

Kids: We all know that with kids they are always filled with a little joy and happiness, they’re innocent beings who are always so curious and playful and everything, so you can’t help, but smile being around them.

For example…….I saw my little cousin yesterday and I wasn’t really in the best of moods, but seeing her made me feel a little better, she’s something that little girl, but she also always seems to know how to make you smile, because of the way she is, although she loves testing people by having them chase after her and just being too smart for her own good, you can’t help, but love her!!!

Kids know how to get to you and that’s why, even when you’re not in the best of moods you can’t help, but feel a little happy and smile whenever they’re around.

Music: Now we all know that music can gives you different emotions, so it’s hard to say what mood music gives me, because it all the feels, it makes me happy, sad, emotional, excited, music just takes you on a roller coaster, depending on what mood you’re in, will depend on how the music hits you.

Speaking of music Anna Kendrick in Pitch Perfect 3………AMAZING!!! hearing her sing makes me happy, she has a very distinct and unique voice and I love it!! I think I just got an idea off of this too……….

Glitter: What are my feelings towards glitter……….well I don’t really like glitter all that much, it’s fine to use when making something, but let’s be honest, it’s annoying when it gets everywhere, you think you got rid it, but glitter always ends up somewhere on you or around you somehow which can be irritating, because then you wonder where it came from when you find it.

Some people love glitter, I on the other hand, well……..I don’t hate it, but I don’t love it either………it’s alright, the only problem with it is, it just gets everywhere…………

Coffee: Whenever I think of coffee, I automatically think of a cafe or coffee house, mainly cafe though, but when it comes to feeling, it’s weird because I use to always drink coffee, now I only drink it sometimes, but when I did drink coffee a lot, my mood was always in two states, tired or up a bit so depending on what time I drink it, depends on my mood.

Tea: If you’re going to do one, might as well do the other too while you’re at it and since i’ve been drinking more tea then coffee, it’s only right to give it a mood description as well. Whenever I think of tea, I feel calm……tea always tend to calm me down whenever i’m feeling nervous or anxious, sometimes my emotions will still get to me, but having tea next to me, even when i’m still feeling emotions, I don’t know it makes me feel better……….

Wrestling: This is going to be the last one that I do, now I haven’t watched  wrestling a lot, but when I do watch it, I do get excited and happy, I also get  upset and angry at times too when there’s a match I don’t like or something  happened during the match that I didn’t agree with, so wrestling is another  thing that leaves me with mixed emotions, but I do love and enjoy it whenever I watch it, even when there’s stuff I don’t really agree with or like from it. 

There’s a whole lot of different things that we come across where you just have a specific feeling towards it, it doesn’t have to make sense and it doesn’t have to be anything specific, anything can make you feel something.

It all depends on what it is you gravitate towards and what speaks to you the most, but also just random things that make you feel good and all that jazz, but yeah those are just a few things that when I think about them or see them, these are the feelings and moods that I feel with them if any of that makes sense……..

What about you guys!? What’s one thing you can think about, that gives you a feeling towards it!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~