Little Curious…..

You ever just wonder how things are going!? How someones doing or why the night sky looks a little better than when it’s daylight!? Do you ever just stare at the moon wondering if someone is staring at it the same moment you are!? Okay i’ll be real this is one of those posts, the ones I write from time to time, I tried to think of other things to write about, but I got nothing else to write about and this feeling has been showing up for a good few days now, originally I wrote something for it, but I didn’t post it.

I don’t know if I should combine the two or if it should just be separate, maybe it should be it’s own post, it was kinda awkward, but I guess it’s because I made it sound awkward, I mean it was just one of those “just checking in again” kinda of post, I thought it was best not posting it, so I didn’t, but it’s resurfaced and it’s the only thing that seems natural to write right now…..it’s the only thing I don’t have to think so hard on, not a lot anyway.

I do still think, it’s kinda like a hobby, although it can get pretty intense sometimes if you let it overwork you, I try to minimize that from happening, but i’m kinda in the mode of curiosity at the moment, i’m just not sure if it’s a bad thing or a good thing!? It doesn’t feel bad, but I don’t know if it’s something that’s okay to do, that being said i’m still curious.

Before I wrote this, I had to write down my curiosity in a different way, I think I got out all that I wanted to say in it, I wasn’t sure whether to write it out as a post so I decided to write it out as a personal thing instead, maybe i’ll share it one day who knows!?………going back to being curious though,

I just can’t help to always be curious, sometimes you just wonder about a lot of things and those things, well they aren’t things, but people, sometimes you just want to know how they’re doing and if they’re okay, you know things like that and sometimes you want to know if they wonder those things about you too!?

Is that selfish!? Is it wrong!? I don’t know, I guess maybe you have to stay a little curious for a while and just hope that they are and do, now i’m wondering if it’s even okay to write this and also share, I don’t really know these days, I might end up just posting this one anyway, as for the other one I originally thought about sharing, i’ll just keep that one as a draft for now.

What are some things you’re curious about!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Pondering….

I sit and ponder, thinking about everything, not knowing exactly what i’m thinking, I sit and ponder some more……

Writing with some background noise, thinking as i’m messing with my mechanical pencil trying to write, I ponder some more……

Pondering and pondering, is all that i’m doing, wondering and wondering as if it’s my hobby, we ponder to think and we think to ponder…..

As I wrote that last line, I think “does that make sense!?” hmmmm maybe i’ll just ponder on it some more or just leave it.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~