Little Curious…..

You ever just wonder how things are going!? How someones doing or why the night sky looks a little better than when it’s daylight!? Do you ever just stare at the moon wondering if someone is staring at it the same moment you are!? Okay i’ll be real this is one of those posts, the ones I write from time to time, I tried to think of other things to write about, but I got nothing else to write about and this feeling has been showing up for a good few days now, originally I wrote something for it, but I didn’t post it.

I don’t know if I should combine the two or if it should just be separate, maybe it should be it’s own post, it was kinda awkward, but I guess it’s because I made it sound awkward, I mean it was just one of those “just checking in again” kinda of post, I thought it was best not posting it, so I didn’t, but it’s resurfaced and it’s the only thing that seems natural to write right now…..it’s the only thing I don’t have to think so hard on, not a lot anyway.

I do still think, it’s kinda like a hobby, although it can get pretty intense sometimes if you let it overwork you, I try to minimize that from happening, but i’m kinda in the mode of curiosity at the moment, i’m just not sure if it’s a bad thing or a good thing!? It doesn’t feel bad, but I don’t know if it’s something that’s okay to do, that being said i’m still curious.

Before I wrote this, I had to write down my curiosity in a different way, I think I got out all that I wanted to say in it, I wasn’t sure whether to write it out as a post so I decided to write it out as a personal thing instead, maybe i’ll share it one day who knows!?………going back to being curious though,

I just can’t help to always be curious, sometimes you just wonder about a lot of things and those things, well they aren’t things, but people, sometimes you just want to know how they’re doing and if they’re okay, you know things like that and sometimes you want to know if they wonder those things about you too!?

Is that selfish!? Is it wrong!? I don’t know, I guess maybe you have to stay a little curious for a while and just hope that they are and do, now i’m wondering if it’s even okay to write this and also share, I don’t really know these days, I might end up just posting this one anyway, as for the other one I originally thought about sharing, i’ll just keep that one as a draft for now.

What are some things you’re curious about!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Last Minute, Check In….

I thought about you today, as I know that today, well yesterday now was your birthday…..i’ll admit in my head I was slightly debating whether or not I should wish you a happy birthday or not, I kinda wanted to, but I didn’t, I didn’t forget about it though, how could I!? I hope you had a good time today and that you enjoyed yourself whatever you did, not sure if you did what you planned on doing originally or if you decided to save it for another day and just relax and enjoy your time with the day…….whatever you did or ended up doing, I really do hope you enjoyed yourself.

I hope you’re doing alright too, the last time we spoke you said you were happy and in a better place……I hope you’re still feeling like that, I always hope and want you to be good and i’ll always want you to be careful and safe as well, I know I didn’t have to write this, but I wanted to, it was in my mind to do so for some reason, I know your birthday’s over now where you are and it’s pretty late over there, but it’s still your birthday here and I just wanted to wish you a happy one and say I hope all is still well which i’m sure it is and that I hope you got to do something nice for it!!

I don’t think I have anything else I want to say, I just hope everything continues to go well for you and I hope you’re doing okay, there’s never a time I don’t wonder how you’re doing……but anyway, you keep safe and be careful and do always take care of yourself, happy birthday!!

All The Love ❤ ❤ ❤

~Lexa

Message In A Bottle #2 (June 22, 2019)

Hey there, I see you’ve found me!! To whom ever maybe reading this, how are you!? Hope you’re well, I know we don’t know much about each other, but I do hope things are good and they’re going well for you. I gotta say i’m not really sure if i’m getting this whole message in a bottle right…..now that I think about it, is there a right way to write one of these!?

Maybe there is and i’m probably just confused about the whole thing, I think you’re just meant to write something on the whim, i’m sure that’s how islanders did it, I don’t think they sat and thought “hmmm i’ll just write a thoughtful message to someone and see what they say” If that was the case, they probably would’ve stayed on that Island…..

Plus these messages did take a while to reach someone, so they needed to make their messages count if they wanted to get back and away from whatever Island they were on, or who knows maybe they did write something thoughtful, but also made sure to let whoever was reading it know they needed help getting off the Island they were on…..now i’m wondering how exactly all those messages in a bottle were written!?

Don’t think they were this long and if they were, those people sure had a lot to say when writing their message.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Writing Prompt Friday: Message In A Bottle (June 21, 2019)

If someone told you to write a message and put it in a bottle to send out to sea, what would you write!? Maybe you don’t want to send it out to sea, but instead just wanted to write something and send it out a different way out of curiosity to who would find it and read it.

Would you even write anything and if you did would you send it out or keep it to yourself to read or leave alone!? We all have something we want to say, sometimes it’s hard to say it however, because it’s either, we’re not really open to express what it is that we feel, sometimes we think, if we say what’s in our heads it’ll be too much or it won’t be understood……

We may feel when saying something it won’t make sense and maybe we’re just rambling on about things that not even we understand once it leaves our mouths…….so with that a lot of the time we freak out and just don’t say anything because it feels easier, yet…..at the same time, it’s harder because you know you want to say something and you know it’s there, but for some reason it doesn’t come out and if it does, it doesn’t come out right…….

Which will then a lot of the time cause us to freak out more and from there we end up beating ourselves up for it and think “that was stupid” adding more and more pressure causing our thoughts to only expand in the worst things possible, asking yourself a million one questions, over analyzing and just getting so stuck in your head that you wonder, if you’ll ever get out!?

You might also wonder and ask yourself if whether you’re doing things right or just a whole lot of different questions that float around, causing your brain to just lose it’s own thoughts………tell me though, the picture above, what do you see when you look at it!? Probably nothing too special i’m sure, it might just be a random throw together creation and you might be right, but maybe some of you do see something to it, who knows.

When I look at it, I see waves just casually flowing by, but also something else I can’t, quite put my finger on at the moment……what kind of feeling do you feel when you look at it!? Maybe some of you don’t feel anything looking at it and maybe there’s a few that do feel something with it, maybe it’s the way you’re looking at it, everyone does sees things differently.

So what did you write!? You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, it’s called a message in a bottle for a reason right!? Maybe it’s personal, embarrassing, or makes no sense just like this probably…….

If you do want to share however, i’ll listen.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~