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Unlocking The Messages Within The Subconcious, In Other Words Dreams!

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I’ve been having a lot of weird dreams lately these past few days, some of them feel a bit like nightmares with the nightmare feeling, some leave me so confused that I don’t even know how to word them when I try to look into them and the rest is just very hard to think about. I know people don’t really talk too much about dreams because maybe it’s a weird topic or you just can’t remember and if you do remember them, most people don’t really care to look into them, you’ll just say “well that was weird!?” and just go about the rest of your day!

I’m the kind of person where if I have a dream and I remember it vidly enough….I will look into it and even if I can’t quite remember it, but I feel like I did have a dream….I will sit there and try my best to remember it so I can try and figure out it’s meaning…..I know a lot of the time, my dreams do tell me things, it’s just trying to decipher what exactly those things are…..now some dreams have a way of projecting fear, even when you think you’ve put it in the back of your mind….just because you put it there, does not mean that it won’t show up in other ways and what I mean by that is a lot of what we feel and think stores itself within our subconcious minds when certain things haven’t quite been resolved!

Sometimes it’ll just be there when we’re wanting to remember a specific thing, other times it’ll just show us all the things we have yet to look at, people are always wondering why exactly we dream and it’s such an unclear question that not even scientists are able to give an actual fact to the reason of it, they can come up with different theories about it, but it’ll always be a question that’s up in the air!

I like to think that the reason for our dreams is it tells us what we need to know, but also what we may already know, it sounds a bit weird I know, but it does make sense, plus I feel you get more out of dreams then you may just trying to process thoughts and feelings in your waking state, we may try and decompress and relax, but whatever we have yet to get out of heads will always stay in our subconcious minds and a 9/10 of the time, those things will make their way into our dreams in many different shapes, forms, scenary….any way it sees fit that will allow us to really understand what it’s trying to tell us.

Even the people that show up in our dreams, sometimes they will just be there to act as filler, but most times they may even act as dream guides/regular guides to help us navigate easier when getting back into our waking lives, sometimes they may show up as a mentor or just a messager of some sort for you whenever you find yourself faced with a challenge or when you’re needing a little bit of help with a problem you’ve been having lately! We dream when we’ve not looked at something clearly, dreams form when there’s something we need to pay attention to, I’m sure there’s a lot of you out there wondering why you’ve been having the same dream non stop, if that is the case and you have been finding yourself dreaming of the same things for the past 3 days,

That’s a clear sign that there’s something in your waking life that needs your attention, it’s like going on an adventure or playing some kind of puzzle related game where you’re having to really think of what the next move is, where should the next piece of the puzzle go or observing around until you eventually find the hidden object that you’re having to look for! Sometimes it can be very confusing and overwhelming because when you think you’ve figured it out, there’s a whole new area that gets unlocked and now you’re having to figure that out…..I’ve had dreams tell me something ahead of time and then later have those things happen…..it’s not a constant thing, but it does happen sometimes and after I’ve seen them,

I think to myself “That’s what the dream was telling me” at the time I’d be very confused about why I had those dreams, whenever I do come across dreams like that though, I always wonder to myself if whether I should speak on them or just let them play out, a lot of the time I let them play out, but I also think “had I said something before on the message about this dream/situation, would it have changed the way everything is now!?”

Sometimes I feel like maybe yes, while other times I feel like it would’ve turned out the same either way, so I leave it alone…..dreams can tell you a lot of what may be going on all while giving you a few solutions to it, but only if you’re really paying attention, if you’re not there’s a chance you’ll miss a lot of things, sometimes it’s the small things within a dream that helps to unlock the bigger things that you may have an a problem with at first, but then just like magic it’s resolved!!

I know this is a bit of a weird post, but I just kind of felt I should write it, hope you all have a good rest of the day!

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Muskrat Dreaming….

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I have to say this title is probably one of my favorites, I only say that because it’s both made me laugh and smile, although I’ve had a few titles that’s done that soooo maybe their also favorites!? Hope you’re all having a good one today and Good morning from where I’m at, maybe it’s morning where some of you are as well, whatever time of day I hope it’s going well! You’re probably wondering why exactly I’ve titled this Muskrat dreaming, well that’s because I had a dream about well….Technically I had a dream about a Pokemon whose evolve form is based around a Muskrat at least it’s one of his evolve forms, the Pokemon that I’m talking about is Raticate…..

Now I’m not necessarily sure why I had this weird dream where Raticate was in this dream of mine, I mean it could of been a whole different animal for all I know, however when I woke up from the dream, Pokemon was the first thing to pop into my head and Rattata was the first thing I searched…..then I learned that It wasn’t Rattata, but it’s 2nd evolve form Raticate and that’s why we’re having this conversation, also it was what looked like Raticate in real time so yeahh,

Now interestingly this Pokemon known to be apart of the mouse/rodent family has three different inspired animals to it, the first is well if you didn’t guess it a Muskrat, the 2nd is apparently a Guinea Pig and the third is what’s called a Coypu!? I’ve went ahead and looked both the Muskrat and Coypu up because I know what a Guinea Pig looks like and it wasn’t the animal that appeared in my dream so I went ahead and left it out of the research…..the Coypu was definitely not the animal to appear in the dream, I think I would remember it’s teeth….plus the animal had more of a golden/light brown type fur and the Coypu has a more dark brownish fur and that’s not what I saw in the dream

The closest and similar animal to Raticate was a Muskrat and each time I look it up, it becomes more of a winner only difference is it was the Pokemon Raticate in real time and not an actual Muskrat….but if we’re really looking at it, Raticate does get it’s inspiration, well one of it’s main inspiration from the Muskrat so it fits the bill pretty darn well, also looking at the pictures it’s so cute!!

Once I learned which animal was the most similar to Raticate that was in my dream, I went a looked up the meaning of When a Muskrat appears in a dream and was surprised, it was a good thing, well depending on what happened in the dream will determine what exactly it means, sometimes it may not always be a good thing, but in my dream Raticate didn’t get hurt and so I choose to see it as a good sign for something, I don’t remember much of the dream except that I guess at some point Raticate was behind something that came down maybe a tree, it was something large anyway and then came from behind it after it went down and then sat by a bush looking at me kinda….like I said it was a very weird dream, I don’t understand it much, but it was good to see a Pokemon within my dream, odd, but good!

Has anyone ever had video game type dreams before or at least had a little bit of inspiration of video games added within their dream, what were they like!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Portals With Feelings Of Connection…

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Happy Saturday to you all, it feels a little odd, yet not that odd to be writing again on here, I kinda feels like I haven’t left, but I know that it’s been a bit of a while since i’ve been here as well, now the title of this post might be a little weird to most of you, but it’s based around some dreams I had and these dreams are a little hard to not only explain, but to look towards the meaning of as well, believe me I tried to looking them up, but I could never figure out how to word them so what’s the next best thing!?

I write about them!! I won’t go into the fullness of the dream, mainly because I don’t quite remember everything from it, but for the parts I do remember, i’m going to try and share them in the best way that I can. We’ll start with the portal part of the title, it’s a little weird so we’ll get that out the way first…..part of me thinks that it came off of inspiration from a show that i’ve gotten into, that show being Once Upon A Time!! In case some of you know the show and haven’t gotten around to watch it, I will not spoil, there will be non of that here…for those that don’t know about it, the show is based off fairytale stories turned into Disney movies,

with a good amount of twists added, along with a few tales from nursery rhymes as well! It’s a pretty good show, on the second season of it now, but that aside….I feel my dream, that part of the dream, came from the show….I guess there’s small spoilers, a portal is involved at least in the last episode that I watched, but that’s all I will say, in case some of you are interested in checking it out! I’m not sure why I had a dream where a portal was in it, but who said dreams were easy to figure out!? In the dream the portal was made of water and it was like there was a hole within the ground, but at an angle it was the weirdest thing!!

In this part of the dream I was going into this portal I guess to get someone….but what was odd with this portal is that it didn’t really take long to get to wherever I was going, it was literally like a step in, kinda like a door, you go in and there you are, also this portal was outside within nature, now in this moment i’ve gone into this water portal and it’s lend me to a new part of the dream and this part of the dream, I see a gate and on the other side of the gate was a man and a little boy, the person I was with trying for us to not be seen just yet, at least that’s the feeling I get from this dream, we’re not in a place out of the ordinary, we’re actually in like a park area or I guess you can say more like an open field park type area with a wooden treehouse near ones that you build it was like a balcony…

I also feel there was a lake on the other side, further away, overhead, I was also talking to somebody and then out of nowhere a dog shows up, a big brown dog barking with it’s paw on the wooden railing like part of this treehouse and his leg paws standing, this dog later jumped off it, it wasn’t all that high don’t worry then it came towards me and the person still barking, but I felt calm with it, it never attacked us though it just barked and then out of nowhere this older guy shows up, trying to get the dog to bark more as if he wanted the dog to do something, after a while awhile the dog came closer me and I gave it a pet and then it was calm and for some reason the guy looked a bit upset about that, it was weird…..but that’s that part of my dream

The other part which won’t be as long comes more from different things and is more feeling based than anything, I saw myself painting like first person, so here’s the painting, I see the painting, kind of thing…and it was like the closer I got to painting more i’d get this feeling of where things started to make sense, like when you’re actually getting something and this isn’t the first time it’s happened, i’ve been having these kind of dreams where this feeling has been coming quite often lately to me, i’ve also had this happen with me playing one of my favorite games within my dreams, as i’m planning what I have in mind to do with it in my dream,

That feeling of “i’m getting it” comes back, I don’t know how to explain it other than everything feels like it’s piecing together and connecting in the way it’s supposed to and that is what I mean with the other part of the title, i’m not really sure why, but i’ve been having these feelings and weird dreams for some time now and I find myself trying to understand it, by going back into those dreams and seeing what else I can see to help me get it better, but maybe it’s for a reason that I shouldn’t question and that will soon later make sense!!

P.S. I also got to have a conversation with one of my favorite musicians, which was awesome….I just wish I could remember these conversation, that I have with the people I talked to in these weird dreams, it might help a bit….

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

What Day Of The Week Was It Written!?

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Okay so a lot of you might be confused to what this is about looking at the title here, there’s also a chance you might just be curious about the title, I don’t know, but what I will tell you is that, this was literally something that just came to mind a moment ago…..now we all listen to music, some of us may have the same taste on the kind we listen to, some a little more different or maybe in between somewhere, nonetheless though we all enjoy it in some way or form……okay so it’s going to probably get a little weird, but also possibly interesting……maybe……I don’t know, maybe it’s just me

Like I said this is something that just randomly came to mind, i’m going to ask a question and you tell if you want, if you sometimes wonder this….have you ever listened to a song and thought “I wonder what day of the week this song was written on!?” Now I don’t think about this all the time, today is literally the first time that thought came to mind!! I mean it’s quite interesting if you think about it, we all know when an album of an artist released (do let me know if that made sense, because to me it doesn’t feel like it does, but I hope you at least know what I mean there)

In case it got a little confusing, we know when an artist released their album, because it’s first announced when they’ll be releasing it, but also there’s an anniversary for that album so if you we don’t know, we learn later, but how come we never really think of the day a song was written!?

Is that a weird thought to have!? Is that not as important compared to when an album is said to come out!? I mean yeah okay it’s a small thing, but I believe that it can also be a significant thing too, I mean we hear a song and depending on whether we like it or not, it’s still pretty fascinating to think about and possibly discover those little details even if they aren’t as important, sometimes it’s the minor details that unveil the magic if you will that had the song come to life in the first place, don’t you think!?

Now i’m not saying we need to know every detail to it, just certain aspects, like what part of that said day was it being created, was it early in the morning as they were having breakfast or taking a walk somewhere, maybe during the afternoon hanging out in a garden…….maybe it was later in the evening or a little late at night just as they were about to go to sleep…….

I know some artists have even woken up in the middle of the night, because they had a dream and a song played from there and they did not want to forget it most likely……which is a pretty awesome thing to discover….maybe it’s not that big of deal and not many people care for that kind of thing, but seeing as i’m thinking about it…….I feel it to be important even if it is a small little detail……sometimes those are the best kind……at least to me it is……

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

White Spotted Ladybug (Bird)

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Good morning everyone, hope everyone’s day is going alright and you’re all keeping safe and doing your best to stay healthy too, so I thought i’d talk about something, I wanted to share a dream I had last night, now I had a lot of different dreams during the night, but there’s a particular part of my dream that I wanted to discuss a bit, you may probably already know what that thing is based off the title of this post, i’ve been trying to figure out what exactly this dream means, but i’ve not been able to really figure it out.

Let’s just start with what I actually remember to this part of the dream, so in the dream, I remember walking up to something, it looked like an entry way to what could’ve been leading towards some kind of trail in the woods of some sort who knows, but there was an open gate to where I was in the dream, now I remember about to walk through the gate, where I could see a lot of leaves, probably coming off trees, but something had caught my eye to the right of me, upon looking at it a little closer I saw that it was a ladybug

Now as we all know, most ladybugs or birds as that’s their proper name, all have black spots on their back, not all ladybirds, but most of them do or at least are known to have them, but what was interesting was when I looked at them, instead of seeing black spots, I saw white spots upon the back of the ladybug and these spots were placed in a circle, which was a little weird to me, I then looked around a bit and saw another ladybug with the same white spots only that ladybug from what I can remember it’s spots were a little spread out like most ladybugs at least it seemed like it was,

So as you can see I made a little example to help you get an idea to what I was talking about, it’s simple and there’s not a lot to it I know, but the main things that I felt should be in it I kept, I did try to detail it out for you guys, but it wasn’t quite coming out the way I had in mind, but the main focus here is the ladybug with white spots, I also added the fence to showcase the entry way that was with my dream……..Imagine the white spots in a circle.

I did see a small black dot on this one, but it was very small, it was very weird, i’d never seen that before, I thought looking it up would help to get a better understanding on the meaning, but I could really find anything, just the normal meaning to what a ladybug means in a dream……but yeah I just wanted to share that, if any of you have an idea to what it could mean, do share, maybe some of you could help me to understand it in some way.

But that’s all I have to that, hope everyone’s well and doing okay, you all stay safe and be careful if some of you are out an about and if you’re home try and stay calm, I know this is a stressful time for some or most even, but things will be alright in time, take this time to rest if you need to, maybe do things that you haven’t been able to get to in this time, but most importantly just stay calm and keep your head up and know that it’s going to be alright!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Vividly Dreaming…..

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We all have dreams, even though some of us don’t really tend to remember most of them, now you might be thinking, didn’t we talk about this before!? Possibly yes……okay yes we did, I did a recent video about it about last week or so, I was thinking of doing a video about it earlier, but I figured since I already did one it wouldn’t make sense, but maybe i’ll still do it, I feel like I didn’t quite say the things I wanted to quite the best in that one a little,

plus in this one, I would’ve spoken about an actual dream had or just vivid dreams in general……I mean have any of you ever had a dream where you remembered EVERYTHING that happened within it and if not EVERYTHING, most of it at least!?……Have you ever wondered after waking up from that said dream to what exactly it all meant and why you dreamt what you did!?

As we all know most of dreams, if we remember it, have a way of feeling very real sometimes, say for example, in the dream you’re having a conversation with someone on the phone, that conversation can really make you feel as if you actually spoke to whoever you spoke to in a phone conversation, I mean it’s not like you’re just talking into a phone,

You actually hear a voice on the other end, telling you things, expressing themselves……those moments can really leave you scratching your head sometimes…….you might even recognize the voice if you’re really paying attention, sometimes you won’t, sometimes the person speaking to you is someone you sorta know, but haven’t seen before properly……..

There could even be moments where when you’re having a conversation with them and they might start speaking in a whole different language in which you don’t really know that well or not at all even, it’s weird…….

You’re wanting to understand what their saying and there’s moments where you don’t, I know that’s a very specific example, reasoning for that is I had that kind of dream last night, where there was a phone conversation and at the end of that conversation the whole language changed, it went from normal to where I was understanding everything to the last few lines being said in like Spanish or something, it was weird…..

Besides that, dreams are quite something, most of us probably don’t think of dreams to be anything other then, some kind of entertainment or things that play in our heads while we’re sleeping, but dreams they’ve got a lot of hidden messages within them, it all just really comes down to whether we choose to pay attention to our dreams and what exactly they’re saying, in order to actually receive and know or at least get some kind of idea to what those hidden messages are, we may not know right away, but it’s always good to look into them just to see if, maybe we’re missing something.

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Music & Dreams….

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How’s everyone’s Sunday going so far!? Hopefully well, hope you guys got a good amount of sleep last night as well, if you didn’t know already, the clocks moved forward due to daylights savings time and you know what comes with Daylight saving, less sleep and more of a longer day, I think that’s it anyway, but I hope you guys are all doing well!!

Now you might be confused about this title here, I just wanted to write a quick post about my latest uploads, one is just a chat about music and how long of a way it’s come, while the other is about dreams and why we have them, I did a double upload late last night, so if you guys are interested do check it out if you like, i’ll share them both for you guys in this post just in case you’re curious, also don’t worry this won’t be the only post I write today, I plan on writing another one possibly after this or a little later

I am not sure, but I do want to write another post……is it alright to say how weird this is!? I know I don’t normally do this, even when I started writing this post, I thought it to be a little cheesy, I don’t know why it’s so weird if there’s something you do and you want to share it, you shouldn’t feel weird about it, but I guess it’ll always feel like an odd thing to some of us…….

Maybe this topic should be the next post, there might be some more stuff to say with it, at least I feel there might, but anyway i’ll go and save it and end this post here, again if you guys are interested, here are the videos:

Music: It Sure Has Come Along Way

Dreams: Why Do We Have Them And What Do They Mean!?

Okay well there’s that one*breathes* anyway, I hope you’re all having a good day and to be continued I guess……

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Conversation With An Old Friend, It’s Been A While….

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It’s around 10:30pm and my minds blank on what to write, I also need to get up really early in the morning, I don’t think I have anything at all today to share with you guys, I was trying to think of something before, but nothing really came to me…..I then tried to listen to some space ambience music to see if that would work to get some kinda of an idea or something, nada…..

I think it’s another blank day, I could tell you about a dream I had last night to make this post a little interesting and readable, it wasn’t anything too weird, in my dream though, I spoke to one of my friends, who by the way is no longer around…..but in the dream he randomly called me and I had a conversation with him and I could hear his voice too, it was the most odd thing ever, i’m not really sure if we were talking about anything important,

Maybe we did, maybe not……it felt more like a catch up conversation than something serious, it was pretty random, to me it just felt like a casual conversation where you just talk about anything, we always used to have weird conversations when we spoke anyway, in the dream we also called another friend of mine, but yeah, I really don’t know if there was anything important to it, maybe it was just that, a catch up conversation kind of dream and also him wanting to say hi and be weird and check up on me.

I don’t really know, when I woke up this morning, I was confused to why I had the dream, I haven’t had my friend visit me in a dream for some time now, but it was nice hearing from him and talking to him, even though I have no idea what we were actually talking about……

I guess if it was important he’d be sure to let me know, but I think it was just him wanting to stop by and chat for a bit, if that was you Ang….thank you for coming by in a different way too, i’m getting the feeling you were saying “yep that was me, in the dream, just saying hi, just because I felt like it” those might not be the exact words you’d use, but it would be along the lines, which I am counting because I can and just did!!

Sorry I just needed to send that out real quick, but yeah I think that’s all I have for now, i’m going to call it a night and get ready to hit the hay, I know what you’re thinking…..who says that….anymore!? i’m going now…..

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Dreaming Of Recording….. Our Dreams Of Course!!

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You ever wish or wonder about getting to relook at your dreams!? By dreams I mean actual dream like the ones we wake up from, think about it, you’re going to bed, you have a dream and then you awake from that dream and say you aren’t able to remember it or you want to look at something specific that happened in your dream, what would you do!?

Well you’d grab your pillow and plug it up to your computer and see everything you dreamt about the night before, I mean how awesome would that be!? I think it would be pretty cool, it’s something I think about sometimes as well as wish to be able to do, you just fall asleep and all your dreams are recorded in someway through our pillows……..

We wouldn’t have to try and remember them, we’d be able to see them, it’d be nice to be able to select which ones we choose to see, maybe we didn’t have a great night’s sleep and that caused us to toss and turn giving us nightmares in the process, we can decided whether we want to view that dream or discard it, but if we do that we probably wouldn’t really understand why we had that dream to begin with, but some dreams don’t really need to be remembered right!?

Maybe instead of discarding them all together, we could put them in a separate folder or something and view them later to decide whether their worth keeping or not remembering at all, dreams are quite the…..how do you say…..weirdest experiences we can have when asleep, some dreams are there just to be there, some can be very useful when needing to understand why we have them and some don’t make any sense at all……

Those ones i’d though, i’d call hidden gems, some of them anyway, but dreams can tell you a lot without actually always telling you, but most of the time we don’t always get them, they can be quite the puzzle when you’re really trying to figure them out, dreams are so unexplainable that even scientists don’t really know why we have them, we just do and maybe that has to do with that fact that our brains are always active even when we’re not using it, it gives us things we don’t catch on to right away and tells us when we’re less active, but sometimes, somehow we get it and other times,

We’re still left with a big question mark over our heads, but hey I guess that’s the fun of it right!? Unless you’re the type that likes to truly understand everything then we might as well call you Sherlock Holmes.

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Just Chatting….(Oct 5, 2019)

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Hey everyone, if that’s not the most standard way of a greeting you’ve ever heard, I don’t know what it right now, but since we said it, might as well continue going with it right!? I hope you’ve all been having a good weekend and doing well, I know I haven’t written in a few days, i’ve already checked that thought off my list so you guys don’t have to……I really don’t know what to talk about if i’m being completely honest here, I thought i’d just chat away if you don’t mind, sometimes you just need to do that, you know!?

This weeks been quite something I gotta say and I don’t know in what way to put it and when I say that, I mean more on whether it was in a good way or not….I guess it was okay, but at the same time, not, I really don’t know how to feel about these past few days, today’s been a mixture of feelings, it was alright, but not, like I really don’t know how to feel today, if I can say anything about today though it’s that i’ve been in thought mode,

but if i’m being honest, i’ve been that way these past few days, okay maybe a week or two, see, i’m everywhere I tell you!! I’ve been doing my best to keep focus and occupied and it’s worked, it’s only when i’ve stopped and i’m not focusing on something to keep my head from spiraling to where I start to go on a journey let’s just say, there’s a lot of things i’m feeling that it’s hard to pick one out of the bunch, I hate when that happens…..

Also I had this very weird dream last night, yeah I know random, but it’s true, I don’t even know where to begin to describe it, I only remember bits and pieces of it….let’s see, the setting was an odd setting, I think I was brought somewhere as like a helper of some sort I really don’t know, it seemed as though I was in some kind of institute or asylum maybe, at least that was the feel of it anyway, there were people in the place where I was who, i’m not really sure how to say it, but they were like patients pretty much, they weren’t fond of having company, I don’t remember much about the dream, but there was one part I remember kinda pretty well,

I was across from this girl, she very light skinned and had blond hair, I remember asking her, her name and she did not like that question and kinda started going away from me, she didn’t say words, but she made a sound, I then told her she didn’t have to tell me her name and she calmed down a bit, I then started getting closer to her to let her know I wasn’t trying to harm her or anything, I don’t think she thought I would harm her,

But from what I could remember she seemed unsure, at least that’s how i’m going to describe it anyway I think I was going for a hug of some sort, the last thing I remember was getting close to this random girl and then her turning and before I woke up it looked like she was going to bite me or something, it was like a weird vampire/zombie kind of situation,

It’s the only way I could explain it, I know this is weird dream to have, but it was a weird dream, I didn’t quite understand that one and i’ve had a lot of weird dreams before. I really don’t know what this post is about, I just kinda wanted to write something today since it’s been a few days, sorry if this ones very short and doesn’t make a whole lot of sense,

If it helps i’ll add another random thing to this post and say that it’s midnight and i’m just having dinner and when I say dinner I mean just rice, reason I stepped out for a few hours I ended up coming back around 11 and yeah I made the quickest thing to have in my stomach before I go to sleep which will be soon, most likely around 12:30am of some sort,

Hopefully i’ll be able to sleep, i’m really tired, but sometimes it takes me a while to actually get to sleep and my minds been pretty preoccupied today so we’ll just see how the night goes in terms of catching some z’s and that, I should be okay, but I don’t know….I guess I should close off this post now,

I was going to write something else, but i’ll just save it for later on today, since it’s now Sunday, I hope you all have a very good night and that you all are doing well, speak to you soon.

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa