Getting Back On Track…..

Trying to come up with some kind of a grand opening for these post or at least one that makes sense anyway isn’t all that easy at times, sometimes there’s gonna be days where you just have to not try so hard and just let things come out as it wants to, right now I have no idea where this post is going to go nor do I know what exactly i’m going to be typing next, i’m kinda just going off the top of my head here and you know what!?

Sometimes you gotta say to yourself that “hey that’s alright” no need to think of something so intensely all the time, just go as you’re going, will it makes sense!? Maybe, but also maybe not, the important thing is you’re trying to get back on track in someway right!? I’ll be the first to say these past two weeks haven’t been the most productive at least not in the productive kind of way that it probably should have been,

but sometimes that happens, you’re gonna have days, more than that even where you find you’ve ended up by a pond of some sort not really knowing exactly how you got there, until you’ve realized you’ve been there a bit longer than you should’ve you know!? Once you realize though,

You know that from there, you’re going to have to find your way back on track again and sometimes that can be a little hard……not really knowing where you should start or what you should get back to first, there’s times where we may even forget where exactly we left off and that’s alright.

Going off track even though it can be a little of a hassle, especially when you know that you really should be staying focused, sometimes it can a little helpful too, it may not seem like it, but stepping away from walking a good few miles can be a good way of refueling any lost energy we may have needed to recharge on, sure we may have wandered off unknowingly or maybe knowingly, in the end though, we always do find our way back from where we wandered off to, sometimes it can just take a bit…..

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Has Communication Really Become So Hard These Days!?

I tell you some people sure know how to communicate……I say that sarcastically by that way, in case that was missed!! Now i’m going to try and keep things on a positive outlook to this topic, because it just seems really easy to go on a negative rant here and i’m not going to lie to you guys, buuut, it’s kinda what i’m feeling here, however i’m going to do my best to keep it the rant from overpowering here…..Let’s just talk calmly about this!!

Before anything though……..i’m going to take a small break so I can eat, i’m kinda hungry so…..be right back (Lunch Break……) Back….sorry that took a while, you know I forgot just how good goldfish snacks are, if you’re not careful you’ll end up eating the whole bag, I had to put it away from me that’s how addictive they are, still good though!!

Anyway on to the topic of communications……now we all know that communications is a way of expression, when we communicate we tell about the things that we feel as well as what we care about, but it seems these days communication is a little hard to reach at time, scratch that it’s not the communication that’s hard, but the listening that seems to be the issue at times, why is that!? When did listening become so hard to do!?

Now let’s get this straight alright, sometimes we aren’t all great listeners and when we know we should be, we still sometimes have a hard time taking things in the way we should……it’s a weird thing, but even when listening and communicating is a hard thing, sometimes we need to know when to really listen, if there’s something that needs expressing we have to learn how to shut our mouths and open our ears, that’s how we show our support and love to people and if happens that someone we may just be encountering for the first time needs to express something,

That’s how we show care and compassion as human beings, sometimes we all have a little too much we’re trying to handle, some of those things being mentally or emotionally and so forth and because we do, we just need a little support, we may not ask about it, but sometimes you can just feel it or see even, we don’t always have to show support in a huge way, sometimes a simple ear to lend can be that big support that someone needs,

Having a chat can even be a big thing for some, I don’t think we look at listening and communicating as an important thing these days, some people would rather sit silently, not saying that’s a bad thing, because it’s not, it’s just sometimes silence can seem like an enemy and can be a little loud for our psyche to deal with especially when thoughts start being added the mix.

So just because silents can be a good thing for us, doesn’t mean we always want to sit with it for a long period of time…..sometimes we need distracts that help get us out of our heads and a good distraction is communicating in what ways!? Well that depends on what’s needed,

Sometimes it’s talking about what we’re feeling, other ways it’s talking randomly and seeing how weird the conversation can get, but the take away to those conversations is also listening, opening our ears and turning up the volume a little so we’re hearing everyone word possible,

That’s how we understand each other better and sometimes by doing that we help someone feel a little better and vice versa!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

Lexa

Train Of Thought…..

I think I can, I think I can……

What if I can’t, what if I mess up…..

I think I can, I think I can…..

Caaaan’t do it, no, no……

I Think I Can, I Think I Can……

Aren’t you listening to me!? I don’t think this is a good idea, we’re not good enough here, it’s not going to work!!!

I THINK I CAN, I THINK I CAN, I KNOW I CAN……..

WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? GO BACK!!

I CAN DO THIS, I KNOW I CAN, I JUST GOTTA KEEP GOING…….

YOU’RE MAKING A BIG MISTAKE!!!

DON’T YOU DARE LISTEN TO THAT VOICE OF YOURS,YOU CAN DO THIS, YOU KNOW YOU CAN, JUST KEEP GOING!!!

DON’T LISTEN TO HER, LISTEN TO ME I KNOW WHAT’S BEST FOR YOU, STOP!!!

DON’T GIVE IN TO THAT DOUBT, DON’T GIVE IN TO THE WORDS THAT TELL YOU TO BACK DOWN, YOU CAN DO THIS……TRUST ME YOU GOT THIS, YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!!!

SHE DOESN’T, SHE DOES, DON’T YOU LISTEN TO HER!! LISTEN TO ME!!

I THINK I CAN….CAN’T……CAAAAAN……..TTTTT………TRUST…….DON’T…..

YOU GOT THIS, IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT YOU BELIEVE, YOU GOT THIS, JUST KEEP GOING!!!……DON’T………GO!!

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~

Distraction…..

Oh what’s that feeling that i’m feeling, please make it stop, these thoughts and these feelings are just driving me up the wall.

Need to find something that’ll keep me me from giving in, oh a distraction that’ll help me, but what kind of distraction should I go for!?

Video’s maybe!? I don’t know, I think the thoughts would find their way around it somehow……..music might do the trick!!

Then again, i’ll just probably end up feeding them, which might make me sad. How about writing or talking to a friend, that could work!!

Hmmmm maybe……….it could help simmer them down, alright then we’ll try that, wait……..what were we trying to distract from again!?

All The Love ❤ ❤

~Lexa~