When it comes to our own insight on things, we don’t really trust ourselves a lot of the time and that’s because we tend to worry about all these different things that could happen and so because of that we become hesitate to want to try or share things that we feel we should try and or share, we question a lot of things, way more than we should actually.
We think too much on the worst parts than the possible best parts that could come from the things we share, as well as how we feel, sometimes even when something may feel right to us, we still feel unsure about it, which I guess is a natural reaction, I mean if it was something big then you’re going to get that kind of feeling right!? Whose to say though that,
We shouldn’t at least see about it…..if there’s an idea that we have in our minds should we not go forth with it!? If we just trust ourselves a little more with the things that we feel, who knows just where we will possibly be or go even, we won’t really know unless we take that step right!?
Ask yourself this question…..why do we try so hard!? Did you answer it!? If so what did you say!? When we try hard to get things right, most often we find that it turns out not so right all the time, why is that!? Well it’s exactly what it is, we’re trying too hard, when in reality, we don’t need to.
Now you might be saying to yourself, well how else are we meant to do it!? Try hard a little less possibly….!? Yes I know how exactly!? Well for one, we gotta relax and chill out, breathe and let things flow at a natural state,
When we try too hard, we create resistance, which also invites stress, causing us to feel overwhelmed by everything and let me tell you it’s not a great feeling you know……we’re only adding pressure to ourselves by doing that, if we constantly worry about things not being a certain way and trying to get it right all the time, we wouldn’t have things be as natural as they are would we!? It’s okay to push yourself harder then you might normally at times, but when you start trying so hard to the point where you’re stressing yourself out, that is the moment where you need to step back and take a couple of breathers otherwise, you’re going to drive yourself mad.
Although it’s great to want to push yourself to be better, we don’t always have to try so hard to do that, we can do that and do our best all at the same time, minus the stress and feelings of being overwhelmed, just because something may seem or feel not all that great, doesn’t mean that is isn’t all that great, sometimes we may need to just relook at things or tweak something in order for it to make sense and come out right…..
It’s good to go on what you feel, but sometimes what we may feel to be not so good in our heads, actually isn’t all that bad, just keep that in mind……
Hey……i’m not really sure how to start this conversation or slight conversation, i’m just checking in, I hope all is well and that your day was good, I know it’s a specific kind of day for you today, i’m not really sure how you’ve been feeling or if you’ve been okay, i’m sure you’ve been fine and are actually doing pretty well, I mean I know you’re doing well, but you know what I mean, not trying to be weird here or anything……
How was your day, I hope it went well and everything, I also hope that everything went well last weekend with what you had going, I didn’t forget, I know I probably could’ve messaged you this, but I didn’t know how or whether it was okay, but I still wanted to check in, since I knew what today was and just see how you were doing in someway, I hope that’s alright.
Anyway, I don’t think I have anything else to say here, but I hope you had a good day and are doing and feeling alright…..
Today, i’m filled with a sense of calm and some alertness, well I was earlier anyway, not really sure how those two ended up combining, but i’ll take it for what it is I suppose, how are things with you, are you well, happy, are you enjoying yourself!? I don’t really know the kind of questions to ask,
I know today’s your day and I hope things are okay with you, if i’m being honest, these past two days have been something and I don’t really know why, it could’ve been for a number of reasons for all know, today though, it’s okay……in case you didn’t know, you’ve been in my thoughts, maybe you knew that, I don’t know sometimes you can think of someone, but they don’t know that you are, but inside you hope that they can feel it or sense it, you know!? Sometimes they might and you don’t have any idea on it…..weird right!? I hope you know I miss you and always keep you in my mind,
Even when I may not know it……I don’t know what you’re up to or if you’re doing okay, but I do hope that you are and that things are going well, can you believe it’s your birthday, i’m trying to figure out how old you would’ve turned today, but I wouldn’t know, 25, 26……around those yeah!? Don’t quote me, I hope you went by Sam and said hi, I know she misses you too
We always do……i’m not getting emotional here, no matter what you may think or say alright!! It’s hard not getting to speak to you when we need to, but I know that even when we can’t hear you, that you still listen and are always there for us if anything…..i’m okay if you’re wondering, not sure on Sam, but i’ll be sure to check in on her and make sure she okay, you stop by too and see as well okay……anyway I won’t make this too long of a post, I just wanted to say a big Happy Birthday and that I hope you’ve been doing well.
Miss you always Ang….
P.S. I hope I got your birthday right, i’m sure I did though, I wouldn’t forget….
If I could describe what today is, I wouldn’t know the first thing to compare it to…..the only thing I can say is, it’s not a bad day, it’s actually pretty nice, even though there’s something to it that I can’t quite put my finger on, but you know maybe that’s okay, sometimes when there’s something to the day that is fine, we try and question why that is and then have it end up turning into a stressful day because we don’t know what it is exactly,
When in reality, we should just be okay with not really understanding what’s going on and when I say what’s going on, I don’t mean like a bad what’s going on, I mean it more like……feeling wise, sometimes we have days that are much more on the “hmmm” side of town and with that “hmmm” you find that it comes with a calming feel to it, even when things get a bit high in the noise department, you feel your energy and vibration
Kept in tact, grounded in a way, in your mind you’re expecting something to rattle you a bit, give you a slight disturbance……funny thing actually as I was getting ready to write that disturbance sentence out, something in my room made a noise and startled me right at that moment, not a coincidence, but it made me laugh so i’m taking that as a “just messing with you bit”
As I was saying before that happened……you feel your energy and vibration kept in at a calm state no matter what goes on and it can be quite suspicious to why we feel that way, but question it and trying to dig deep to figure out why the calmness or at least trying to get an exact pinpoint to what we might be feeling, by thinking and trying to figure it out, we water down the good feeling and enjoyment that it’s bringing and allowing us to feel
Why do that!? We want to make sure it’s embraced as much as possible, if we constantly question the positive feelings that we have, we keep from getting them so often, so instead of stressing ourselves out wondering what we’re feeling and trying to get an exact answer to it, let’s try and take it as it is and enjoy it, why question it, if it’s a good kind of feeling!?
Maybe you might have a mixed kind of day where, you feel calm and alright, but you also feel a little bleh at the same time, that’s okay sometimes those kind of feelings can clash at the weirdest moment, but by keeping our focus on the alright and calm and leaving the bleh to the side,
Even when we are having a mixture type of day, taking it in as a whole and being aware and accepting it, you find that it feels nice, just as long as we acknowledge the feel good part to it.
Just so you know, this is a second attempt to properly explain what I wanted to talk about before, you’ll see what i’m talking about later, for now let’s see if we can process this on a different prospective, we all have different prospective when talking about a topic each time, when you think about it, it’s actually pretty interesting yeah!? I think so too, in this post we’ll be talking about about Vibration and Energy two things that pretty much go hand in hand, now my first attempt at this was…….an attempt that hopefully had a good amount of insight on, we’ll see of course soon.
When thinking about vibration and energy or vibrational energy it’s pretty similar to Earth’s magnetic field, both have their own way of keeping things in order let’s just say, now we can’t see our own vibrational energy, same way we can’t really see earth’s magnetic field, now just because we can’t see it, doesn’t mean that we don’t feel it, anything that comes into contact with our own magnetic field will either shake us slightly or have some kind of huge impact, just like the magnetic field of the earth, now we all know that the earth’s magnetic field is there to protect the earth of any serious impact
Could our vibrational field do the same or is it already!? from my viewpoint i’d like to think that in a way our vibration does the same to protect us like the earth’s field, just in a different way, from what I learned everything is vibration and with vibration it’s important to make sure that our vibrations are rotating or better yet moving in a neutral speed, the vibration that is ours requires a good amount of care, if our vibrational field becomes disturbed greatly it’ll tip everything off it’s natural axis…..
That includes our energy, moods, thoughts, emotions all the above, it’s important to keep it as grounded as possible and keep it from spinning either too much as well as too little, we have to keep it at a well steady speed otherwise everything begins to flip upside down, now it’s not always easy to keep our vibrations from going out of wack, same goes for all the things floating around in space, I mean who knows how quick they speed or float by……well I guess scientist do, but you know what I mean…….
Our vibrational field is pretty sensitive, especially when a lot of things are going on so anything and everything can tamper with the way that we become affected, it may be a big effect or just a slight one, but either way there will always be some kind of effect, are some avoidable!?
Yeah, but also not always, how we tend to what enters our atmosphere, will determine how long it’ll take to recharge and heal, but no matter how off our vibration and energy may be we will always get it to return at a normal state and speed, as long as we can keep it calm and centered, we’ll be fine.
Here’s a doodle of mine the I did a while back, i’ve been debating on whether to give it a black background or just keep it the way it is, when I hung it up on my wall today I actually thought it looked quite nice the way it was, although I still wonder if I should add the black to it or not, but I do also like it this way so I might keep it, I also think it fits well with this post!!
Hiya so how’s everyone’s day going or shall I say how has it been!? Since it’s already pretty dark out, I hope it’s been going well, my days been on a bit of a swirl around, what does that mean, I don’t know, it was the first thing that sorta came to mind…..speaking of mind i’m feeling like chatting, but nothing that’s going to be too deep, you know, i’m kinda in the mode where I need to keep my mind occupied, it hasn’t really been able to properly focus,
So I thought instead of writing about something deep or how i’ve been writing these past few days, we could just chill out and talk about something, I hope that’s alright…..i’m not really sure what’s been up today, but i’ve just not been able to really focus for some reason, i’ve actually been doodling more today then i’ve been writing and I was trying to come up with something all day to share, but nothing really stuck out to my liking and so that’s why the title for this post is doodle chats,
The concept to it is being able to just keep at a calm level while doodling and just talking about things, what things!? Who knows, I guess you can say their randomized, they probably should be around the doodles I do and why I made them, but it’s a bit hard to describe your doodles, if you freely draw based off what you’re emotions and thoughts are, the doodle I made today, I made two actually, one isn’t really finished and as for the other one,
It’s finished, but it isn’t colored or outlined, i’ll outline it tonight, not sure about coloring, because I don’t have any colors in mind for it yet, when I finish outlining it i’ll share it with you guys, maybe you can try and interpret the reason I might’ve created it, but other than that, I don’t really have much else to say here, if anything pops up i’ll share it of course.
Here’s the doodle from today, not sure if you can tell much on what it actually is, I know with drawing’s especially doodles it’s hard to really make out what the picture is, i’m not really sure myself what it is, but I do still see something in it, maybe you might as well, it might be different to what I see, but everyone’s perspective is different right!? I know it doesn’t have color so it may not look like much, once I decide on what colors to use, maybe it’ll be more clear to what it could be or maybe it’ll still be questionable ha!!